Daddy's Little Girl

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I was almost sleep when my door creaked open, in walked my father smiling. I was scared because of the look on his face never looked as crazy. "Sammy baby, I missed you."
I was even more scared and mommy wasn't home, there was no way out. He kissed my cheek and said we were going to play a game called "Daddy", he tied my legs and arms to the bed. I felt like I should've put some pajama pants on before I went to bed. He got on top of me and kissed my neck and whispered something in my ear,
"You can't scream it would ruin the game."
He stuffed a bandana in my mouth and tore my panties off, I was whimpering when he smacked me.
"No one can have you like I have you."
He put his finger on my private area and next thing I know he was inside of me as I was crying and screaming. He smiled while he went in and out, proud of himself. He kissed my lips and I was terrified, he took the bandana out my mouth and he was still smiling.
"I'm going to tell mom."
"YOU TELL HER AND YOU WONT LIVE ANYMORE."
He smacked me senseless and told me she won't be back for a week, that made me cry more. I have been raped and I couldn't tell a soul about this, only God could help me and that's only if he wanted to. I'm only 9 I shouldn't have to deal with this, I hated sleeping and I wore so many clothes so he couldn't get to me before I was lifeless.
*5 years later*
I was at school looking hopeless, I had to cover up and bruise that was on my chest and one on my arm. It got worse, I still couldn't tell anyone what my father was doing to me because he'd kill me. I couldn't even tell my bestfriend fearing shed tell her mom and I'd die. Some things would never change and my mom remained oblivious at the fact that he's raping me at night in her house while she's there.I had become terrified and there was nothing I could do anymore. He came in my room every night and left right after leaving me crying sometimes. Why did I have to go through this ?