Choosing one;jelena story

Everything happens for a reason

NO ONES POV

Justin was currently on road going back to LA,and in tears may i add.He felt like he lost everything because even tho she didn't feel the same,she meant everything to him,she was his first love afterall.
Tears just kept going and going and didn't seem like they were going to stop anytime soon.
He tried calling Paul and Harry a couple of times but neither of them answered and that made him think of Selenas funeral.....maybe they were planning it,and that made him cry even more
It got to the point where he had to stop on the middle of the road because his sight was blurry because of all the tears.

•after 2 hours•

After 2 hours of crying and pulling over he finally arrived,he's heard alot of people talking about a funeral so he guessed they were already doing it,he couldn't believe she was gone
She was for just a little while in his life but already held the one thing he didn't thing he even had...his heart.Before he never thought he'd love someone,everyone was just after his money,everyone wanted the one thing she hated...money and that's only one of the many things he loved about her,she valued more the little things than the big things
She'd choose going to the park more than going to a fancy restaurant and thats what made her special....well not counting how her beautiful eyes sparkle everytime her favorite show comes on or after seeing something she liked,the way her nose scrunches when she laughs,the way she flips her hair,the way her latina side comes out when she she is mad,and all those little things that I could go on all day long talking about.....but she was gone now,all that was gone...
Justin arrived at a funeral,he didn't see who was on the coffin but once he saw paul and harry,his doubts were confirmed
He walked a little but couldn't go on,his knees left him in the middle and he just fell on the ground crying
"Why god why,why did you take her away from me?" He whispered to himself
He started hitting himself on the head repeatedly  "stupid,stupid,stupid she wasn't even yours and she so made that clear to you,stop it Justin stop it"

FLASHBACK

Justin and Selena were watching a movie after a long day at the beach.They were covered by a blanket amd selena had her head on his shoulder.'Just her head on my shoulder and look how excited she makes me,damn im whipped' he thought to himself smiling a little
Selena felt his smile and looked up to look at him 'what's wrong,why are you smiling'
Justin looked down at her and just now realized how close they actually were,justins smile faded away and the only thing he could think about were her lips
"Justin?Are you ok?" She asked after he got lost in her lips
He kept looking between her lips and eyes and that was the moment she actually realized what was going on,she knew she felt something for him,maybe because she was missing Harry,she didn't know but she knew she didn't love him the way he loves her and it hurt her that she couldn't return her feelings but there was nothing she could do.She stood up and moved away from him "Justin,no."
"No what?" He asked thinking he didn't make himself that visible "Stop thinking about me that way,I'm sorry I don't love you but..." She stopped just after she said those words once she saw the hurt in his eyes,ok maybe should've said a little bit different,sighing she started again "im sorry I can't return your feelings but you have to stop thinking about me in that way,just start thinking of me as a friend because that's all I'll ever be.Im sorry Justin but i love Harry,I really do"
That pained him,it felt like someone just cut his heart into pieces but he knew she was right and even tho it'll be hard for him to think of her as a friend he'll have to try because he doesn't want to lose her even if it meant giving up the love of his life,he'll literally do anything just to make her happy and with that he smiled a smile that didn't reach his eyes and said "yeah you're right im really sorry,Sel.I would love to be your friend.So can we start all over again"
Smiling she said "yeah,of course.Believe me when i say this,you are a really good friend Justin."
And that's all I'll ever be thought Justin "Im glad,well hey I'm Justin"
Selena started laughing thankful that the serious police in front of her had the goofy side that she loved oh so much."And I'm Selena.It was nice to meet you Justin"
And from that day even tho she said to not hink of her that way he actually thought even more,days went,weeks went,months went and there was never a day when he didn't think about her.

END OF FLASHBACK

Justin was still in the same position he was before he heard someone say "i knew you still cared about me but damn I didn't think it was this much "

Ohh who it is 😏