Unbreakable

marriage, pregnant, new life?

"What are we going to do for two whole weeks besides..well you know" I asked him when he opened the door. The same smell from before in the classroom was here, the Vanilla smell, maybe it was just me. He closed the door and wrapped his arms around my torso, kissing me on the side of the forehead. I placed my hand over his and turned around to look at him. "What are we going to do?"

"Well, stay here. When the school calls me to come back to work and the baby will probably be either one month old or just 2 weeks" he planned out and smiled. It was weird though, how he just came up with something fast and quick. The same question popped in my head: Did he plan all of this out?

I gave a small fake smile and whispered, "Yeah...". I went to go lay down on the couch and rest my head on the arm of it. "Mr. Bagans?" I asked him. My elbows rested on the arm of the couch as I propped myself up to see him. He turned around and waited for me to continue.

"Did you plan...any of this? Were you trying to get me pregnant?" I edged in and he seemed shocked, but then calmed himself and sat down next to me.

"Do you want the truth?" he asked me. I nodded my head, mentally rolling my eyes. He hesitated before telling me everything he was about to say. It was like a hurricane warning, everyone would be getting prepared for the big moment. Well, this is how I felt right now, my body was sending me signals to get ready for whatever might come.

"Well, yes I was trying to get you pregnant. You see I know everything about you, more than you think I would know. I know that you hate being alone yet you are, you love to read fiction stories on the couch, everytime you laugh you get this twinkle in your eye and when you smile you secretly wish you weren't because you think you have a bad smile. Your favorite smell is Vanilla, your favorite book is Caught Between a Nightmare, your 2nd toe is slightly taller than your big toe, and your eyes are the same color as the moon when it's full" he told me. I was literally speechless, he knew everything there was to know about me. My 2nd toe is taller than my big toe!

"How..." I began, but ended up taking in some air. He leaned in closer to me and pushed his hand on the back of my head and pressed me into a deep kiss. When we departed he whispered in my ear, "Tell me the truth...do you love me?"

I had stopped breathing. Of course I didn't. He wanted the truth, so the truth he'll freakin get.

"No...I don't" I told him and looked at the floor. He pulled back and looked at me, an eyebrow raised in confusion. "You...you raped me the first day you were here" I told him, tears starting to build up in my eyes. "Then, you kidnapped me from my family and got me pregnant and you wouldn't let me go..." I told him, feeling my chest rise from heaves of tears coming out. "I don't love you. I don't even want to be here...I want to go home!" I shouted and stood up from the couch and hugged myself, walking to the door and just staring at it. I felt his hands place themselves on my shoulders.

"Then you won't ever leave..." he growled at me and squeezed my shoulders painfully. I flinched and turned around to look at him crazily.

"What?" I breathed out. His hands were tightly wrapped on my arms, bruising them badly. I shut my eyes and tried hard to not focus on the pain he was enforcing on me. "Ow" I hissed.

"You aren't ever going to leave here! Not until you learn to love me!" he shouted in my face, his veins poking out of the side of his neck. His hands were on my head and putting pressure on it, almost feeling like it could explode at any moment.

"You're crazy! You're a psycho!" I screamed in his face and then he threw me to the floor roughly. I collapsed on the carpet, looking at my arms then up at Mr. Davis who's face was red with rage and then he grabbed me again and shook me crazily. My head lolled from back and forth as he screamed at me.