Dear diary

Entry 3

So today we had a cyber bullying presentation at school. And I really had to sneeze but My sneeze is really loud and high pitched. But I finally couldn't hold it in anymore and I sneezed. but what I forgot was that the performing arts center or the PAC has reflective panels so that when there's concerts the sound resonates throughout the place. And when I sneezed I thought (oh this is going to be quiet and not loud at all) but I was just fooling myself. When I sneezed everyone starred at me and the man giving the presentation stopped talking and proceeded to say 'was that a sneeze or did someone let a bird in here?'' I said it was a sneeze and raised my hand and shrunk down in my chair. Then "he" whom shall not be named, turned around and looked at me. Then he turned back around and the guy started talking and finished the presentation. Once we were able to leave I tried to get out of there as soon as possible but it just so happened that I got stuck walking next to whom shall not be named . He then said 'Emily was that you?' ' yes it was' 'I knew it was you' 'oh yeah how did u know?' 'Because I would know your sneeze anywhere' then he lowered his voice and said just loud enough so that I could hear 'because it's cute and adorable but it's usually quieter' my friken heart skipped a beat. I literally almost died in that moment no joke.i just smiled at him and he smiled back at me and I said 'well do you think that my sneeze was real or fake?" Ok I know that u said I wouldn't use his name. Anyways he said 'I do think that it's real because you were so embarrassed when You just sneezed I saw it in your face when I looked at you.' 'Well at least some one realizes that it's real' then he looked me right in the eyes and smiled then I had a flashback. I was walking next door(and this is why I would see him everyday) and we sat in his living room and we were just sitting there playing Mario on our DS's when he asked me if I liked him. And I knew that I had to lie and I was starting to get better at liying.(ok don't judge me. I know that everyone of you has lied to someone that you care about at least one time.) "ok I like you as a really good friend and I care about you a lot your like the brother that I never had." And I saw a flicker of something in his eyes that said sadness. "I'm going to keep asking you this until you say yes." Then I came back to reality and we can usually read each others mind considering how much we know each other. He said this next line that I barely heard it but he definitely said it 'is it a yes yet Emily?' I let out a small laugh and just smiled at him. He nodded. 'I'm gonna ask u that until you say yes' he said in the old voice that was the one I fell in love with. Then I walked away with my friends I looked at him one more time before I left the pac with my best friend. I see the boy from the first day we met.  He shook my hand and I imagined our future together. ' I think we're going to be good friends' I said. Good night Diary
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Some of the things from my childhood I have never told anyone.