Dear diary

Entry two

Well so much for that guy he's dating this girl and she hates me. But the feeling is mutual. My friends say that she's just jealous because he's paying me attention and not her. I stayed in the library during advisory yesterday with my friends. And him and his girlfriend were there. She was sitting in the chair by the old yearbooks. And he was sitting at the computer. Me and my friends sat down at the table right next to him. Then his girlfriend came over and sat with him on the chair. I almost threw up my lunch. Then she left and so did my friends they got called down to the office. And they left me there with him. He called me over to sit down next to him. So I did and we started talking and he asked me what was going on with me hanging out with a guy that does drugs. And I said that he likes Two of my friends. And I don't like hanging out with him but I have to. And then he said that I liked him and I made the mistake of saying that I didn't like that guy that I liked someone else. And I wasn't liying I really do like someone else. But what I really wanted to say was that what if I said it was you. Then he proceeded to accuse me of smoking weed. We literally had a 10 minute debate about how I don't do drugs. He said that he didn't believe me and that he was going to text my mom. I knew he wasn't going to do it and so did he and I told him so . Then my friends came back and I left him at the computer table. Then he had to go talk to a teacher and when he left he forgot to log out of his computer and he forgot to log off of the computer. and I just couldn't resist it so I got up from my table and went over to his computer and started typing something on a word document. But I didn't finish typing on the computer before he came back down the hallway and saw me through the glass window. Alyssa saw him first and tried to warn me so I finished typing and got up and sat back at my desk with my friends. then he came back into the room and saw what I had written on his computer. He just stared at me and smiled and all I saw were his dimples. Cause friken god damn his dimpled are cute af. Then he logged out of the computer and went over to sit with his witch of a girlfriend. And the whole time he was over there he was trying to get my attention. And I was just ignoring him which I will regret for the rest of my sad lonely life.😫😫😫 then him, Nadia and Alyssa started talking shit very loudly at each other. Then on the way out of the library he went psstt and I went psstt and we did this until we left the library. Then once we got out of that place Lilly took his hand and proceeded to kiss him in front of me. I almost started crying right there. I know that she did it on purpose. it felt like I was standing In front of a firing squad and she gave the order to shoot me and I felt every bullet pierce my skin and enter my friken body and claw its way into my important organs like my lungs and I felt myself drowning in my own blood then she's standing right over me as I lay on the ground trying to breathe. 'Now that your out of the way I can finally have him to myself you little brat' I got one more thing out as I choked on my own blood 'go to hell bitch' and I spit blood in her face then I died. I got home and balled my eyes out on the couch. I honestly don't know what he sees in her. I mean there have been some really bad couples like Glenn and Jaylee but this relationship takes the cake. even my mother thinks that they are like the ugliest couple and almost all of my friends think that they are an ugly couple but he doesn't see it. Here's my theory she's a real witch and she has him under some evil curse. I think that's what It is because if that's not it then he'll never go for me because if he likes dating evil jealous pieces of shit then I have no chance.
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I've gotta go to bed night everyone