Dear diary

Entry 4

Here's an old entry from my actual diary.

OMG. it's been forever since I've written in this thing.Anyways today was fun I walked around with the squad like normal until 7:50 when classes start. So once we got to the D wing I saw Matt at his locker & he looked at me but didn't say anything not a single friken  word. So he just stared at me for what seemed like hours. Me and the squad just kept walking and I just flipped my hair when I got by him and pushed through a group of guys as I walked away from him. With the squad with me. 😘😘😘to all my squad I love you guys. I believe the exact words from the group of boys when I walked by was damn girl. Then Lauren fucking realized that she forgot her phone in her classroom. So we had to turn around and walk back by Matts  locker but to my surprise he wasn't at his locker. But what I didn't know until we walked around the corner was that he was standing right around the corner unable to be seen until you turn around the corner. But the worst part was 1)he was with *gag* Lilly it felt like I was standing In front of a firing squad and he was the one giving the order to shoot me. And 2) he's standing with the person who ruined my life my arch nemesis and his brother. Nick. Matt saw me and just kept staring at me and Lilly snapped her fingers in front of his face but he just kept on staring at me. And ya know how when your friends know who your crush is and they start making weird gestures and faces and start saying weird things and embarrassing you. Well imagine that times 💯. My friends embarrassed me so bad that when I saw two more of my friends coming towards us I left the first squad turned around and started walking with them then this time when we walked by Matt I looked at him and gave him the death stare. And I've heard that it's like I'm throwing daggers with my eyes then I looked away and continued walking to my class. Then later at lunch I was sitting with the squad when he came into the cafeteria. But it wasn't for anything important it was just to see his witch of a girlfriend. Then as he was leaving the cafeteria I said Mathew Timothy lupinitty. But he just kept walking and then when he was almost out of sight he turned around looked at me and smiled. That was like one of the best days of my life. I miss hanging out with him we used to hang out all the time.
Good night diary