Letters to Us

Starting something New

   As a new day begin, I stare at myself, asking, why me?, there are so many other girls who are more attractive. I begin to notice the scars on my arm, I look back at what I did, why I did it, and when I did it.
I change to my casual clothes (An oversized batman hoodie and a pair of black leggings), and get my guitar, start strumming song, making melody, play with chords and think of all the good and bad memories of mine. After awhile I went to my table to write some stuff and stories and literature.
I open my laptop and open one of my social media accounts, as I open one John decides that it's a good time to chat....
John: Hello
Me: It's me, I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
John: Seriously
Me: Too Much?
John: Just a little bit, but it's cute
Me: Nope, no it's not, weird, yes, cute, no
John: Going Back, I wanted to ask you something
Me: Okay, ask me anything
John: Umm, do you wanna go out for ice cream ?
Me: Yeah, sure
John: Really
Me: yeah, I mean, just don't kill me
John: of course I won't
Me: Then it's a date
John: Pick you up at 5
Me: see you
I typed as the convo. ended.
Afterwards I look for a notebook of where I find a tumblr inspired notebook, I write 'Letters to us' at the first page. I turn to the second page and write
'dear John,
hi this is gonna be a notebook filled with all the things that I feel, in the morning, afternoon, and night, I trust you not to give it out, but this is the catch I won't give this to you until we part ways, until we have our own lives. but I know you're gonna find out sooner rather than later. I guess that's all. baii
-Alexa x (November 2015)'

Ice cream 'date'

As John and I walk to an ice cream parlor, he asked me about my interests,and flaws, and asked him the same, After we get our ice cream, we got our table, and he was staring, so I asked him why, he answered," Because your beautiful, ". "stoop" I whined "with what?" he questioned "staring and flirting, I agreed as a friend" I answered "Well I can't help it, cause I can't stop looking at you gorgeous, beautiful, cute, and wonderful little face, I'm sorry that starring at this beautiful face" he shouted, "I guess we feel the same" I grinned. After that everything went silent but I didn't care. he was there. with me. that's all I need.
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hi guys!
how you doing?
Let me fa girl for a moment.Handwritten revisited!!! 4 new songs and they are so beautiful, I'm crying but, but going back.
I hope you liked this chapter, I'm working on new things.
I have a new art Journal it's out now
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-Faith