Falon's POV
I sat on the edge of the stage feeling over whelmed. I started thinking. What if I just, ended it all. Right now. It's easy. I shook the thought of my head. I put my head phones and put my phone on shuffle. I reached into my pocket and felt cold metal. I pulled it out and saw the necklace Justin gave me on our first date. Fix A Heart by Demi Lavoto came on and I started singing. Yes, I can sing. I've never sang in my real voice in front of anyone. I'm not amazing but better than I show people. I only had one head phone in when I heard someone behind me. "Taylor?" I shot up, stuffing the necklace back in my pocket. "Oh. Hi." I said nervously. Ridley cracked a smile. "You're an amazing dancer and singer!" She looked at me impressed. Crap. "Uh, well I gotta go! Bye" I ran off stage and back to the dancers locker room. I grabbed my bag and changed into a pir of ripped Hollister skinny jeans and a dark red tight Jack Wills pull over. I pulled on my purple zebra print socks and some matching dark red Vans.
I pushed up my hair and opened my purse looking down at the pain killers I have. Then the razor. Should I do it? I heard the locker room door open and I quickly snapped my purse shut. Austin walked in. "Oh hey you." He winked walking into the boy section. I faked a smile and walked out. I went back into the room and sat down on one of the couches. I had put the necklace in my purse to remind me to throw it away but I couldn't seem to do it no matter how bad I wanted to, or how hard I tried. Justin sat down next to me and I stiffened. "Hi. Taylor right." I nodded. He grinned at me and my stomach filled with butterflies. "Mind if I hang with you." I shook my head. I was too scared to talk. What if he recognized my voice. "So, are you excited for tour?" I nodded. He furrowed his eyebrows at me. "Speak." He poked my cheek. I laughed and swatted his hand away. He grinned and poked it again. It remind me of the first day I met him. In the car on the way to the summer house. Soon we were poking each other. and then he was tickling me. I giggled and tried to push him off of me. "Juusiiiin!" I whined. "Tayyylor" He mocked. Niall walked by. I grabbed his wrist. "Heeeelp me!" I was out of breath. He shook his head and laughed at me.
Niall walked away and I was stuck. Justin sat up and looked at me like an innocent puppy. I hit his chest playfully. I fixed my clothes and hair. I saw Ridley sitting on the couch with a baby. I walked over and Justin followed me for some reason. "Hi! Who's this?" I asked. She smiled at me and looked around. "Oh, this is my daughter Kingsley." I beamed. "Aww she's so cute! Can I hold her?" She nodded. I took her in my hands and bounced her on my lap. She giggled and I kissed her nose. Justin made goofy faces at her. "Do you guys know each other?" Ridley asked. I shook my head. "No, we just met. Why?" She shrugged and shot Justin a look. I've known Ridley long enough to see that it read. 'I know why you're hanging out with her' I snuck a peek at Justin to see him reply with a 'So what. She reminds me of them.' It's crazy how I can read people. I just kept bouncing her in my lap. My phone started to ring. 'I think I'd have a heartatt-' "Hello?" "Falon? It's uh, Nick." My jaw dropped open. I handed Kingsley back to Ridley. I shot up and quickly walked out to the backstage area.
"Nick!?" I laughed happily. "Hey! We haven't talked since the day, that, ya know." I sighed. "I know, and it's all my fault. I should have never even forgave Justin in the first place. I can't really tell you about it right now, but I will later. So, how's everyone?" "Maya is acting like our mom hahaha, but other than that, nothing's changed." I laughed. "Ya, Maya can be... A bit over protective. But I'll be gone for about 8 more months so she better get used to it. I'll visit of course, but I don't want to collide trips with Niall." "Why? He's your brother?" Shit. I guess I WILL need to tell him now. "Well," I told him everything that happened. From Justin's drinking, to me getting this call. By the end I was crying and he was silent. "Wow. So, you're Taylor now?" I laughed. "That's what you got out of that?" "My brain hurts too much to remember my own name now." I laughed. Typical Nick, turn a serious situation into a joke.
"Well my mom's calling me for dinner. Call me after you get done beating up Bieber." I laughed. "Bye Nick." "Bye Taylor." I shook my head smiling as I hung up. "Falon?"
Sorry it's short. I have writer block and it would help if you comment and vote. That gets you faster updates. I just feel kinda crappy today and the beginning of this is kind of how I was thinking earlier.
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