Sex Games [J.G]

T h r i t y

Jack

I wasn't lying. I didn't love her, my body felt nothing towards her. I was no longer in love with her, I admit.. I was in love. For a very long time, I thought she's the one. She's the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life. But damn, I was so wrong. I don't deserve her, she's too good. Forcing myself to stop loving her was horrible. Though.. I did it. Or at least, I think I did.

"W-what?" She mumbles.

I get up and walk away from her. She runs over to me and grabs my hand.

"You never loved me?" She asks.

"I did." I say. She lets go and watches me pace around the room. She sits down on the bed and just starts to cry & cry.

"T-Tess don't cry." I say.

"Don't fucking call me tess." She says with anger and I sigh.

"I'm sorry." I say but she nods her head no.

"Sorry won't fix this. Sorry will never fix any of this, don't be stupid Jack." She says.

"I'm gonna go." I say, though I didn't have anywhere to stay but my dads. I didn't want to go there and annoy everyone but I had no choice.

"Then go and don't come back." She says.

I look at her, her body was shaking in fear and her breathing was loud. I could see the bruises I left on her thighs and cheeks. Still, I could believe I did that to her.

"This is why." I mumble.

"I'm so sorry Tessa." I whisper and with that, I leave.

Tessa

I couldn't understand. He told me he loved me now he's telling me otherwise. I love him, and he just left? He's leaving and there's nothing I can do.

My body and eyes were tired of everything that happened today. I close my eyes and drift off into a deep sleep.

the next morning I didn't wake up till 3 pm. There was a lot of noise downstairs and I was super confused. I drag myself out of bed, not wanting to do anything today.

Cleaning myself up a bit, I head downstairs and everyone was happy making breakfast and stuff.

Shawn comes up to me and hugs me, "Hey! You okay?"

"I'm great, just great." I say and smile. He takes it but I know he knows something is wrong.

"Tessa! Would you like to eat?" My father says and I smile.

"No thank you, I'm okay." I say and avoid a conversation.

"Well, I gotta head to campus. I have to go get some things from my dorm. I'll be back soon." I say and say bye to everyone.

Shawn eyes me, asking me again if I was okay and I nod my head no. I told him we can talk about it later.

I leave, getting in my car and heading to campus. I forgot a lot of things I didn't take when I went back the first time. When I arrive I pull out the key and head up the dorm.

"Tessa?" I hear a voice behind me and I come in contact with the blue eyes I've come to know.

"Nash." I say and half smile. He looks at me and sighs.

"What are you doing here?" He asks.

"Had to get some things I left here." I say and open the door. He follows me in and I realize how messy the room is. Worse than before I came here.

"So I heard you and Jack called it quits." He says and I looks at him harshly.

"How do you know that?" I say and he bites his lip.

"He told me, he's pretty upset." He says. I shrug and pick up a shirt of mine.

"Whoa! Tessa what happened to your face and thighs?" Nash asks and my eyes widen.

"Nothing." I mumble.

"Did Jack hurt you?" He asks and I don't say a word.

"What a fucking prick." Nash says through his teeth.

"He was drunk." I say.

"I don't care! He hit you, just because people are drunk doesn't mean they don't know what they are doing Tessa!" He says and I gulp.

"I'm sorry. Are you okay?" He asks.

"I'm fine." I say.

"No your not Tessa, don't lie to me." He says and I sit down on the bed. I look down at the bed and think back to my first time with Jack.

Nash closes the door and sits down next to me. I put my head on his should and he puts his head on mine.

"I'm not okay Nash." I say.

"I know Tessa, I know." He says. He grabs my hand and puts his on top of it.

"You'll be okay." He whispers.

"Is Jack really leaving? To England?" I ask and he nods.

"Yeah, he bought his ticket and everything. Leaves tonight." He says.

I sit up quickly and my eyes widen, "Tonight? As in fucking today?"

"Yeah? Why?" He asks.

I sit up,"He told me three days!" I say.

"Oh shit. I wasn't supposed to tell you god damn it!" He says.

I pull out my phone and realize it's already 7 pm. Dialing Jacks number I ask Nash what time he leaves.

"7:30." He mumbles.

No, he can't leave me. I run outside and race to my car. I can't let him go, I fucking can't.

Jack

I grab all my luggage and roll down to scanner things. These airports are so fucking big and scary. Too many people and too many crying babies.

I pass the scanner and go to the area where my plane is boarding. They were already starting to board, part of me wanted to go and part of me wanted to stay here.

"Jack stop! Don't go!" I turn around and see Tessa running up to me.

"Jack don't go!" She says begging me.

"T-Tess." I say, her eyes start to water and looks at me in so much pain.

"I'm sorry Tessa." I say and hand the lady my ticket.

"Jack! Don't leave me." She says.

Walking away from this girl was so hard, I couldn't do it. Though I had to, there was no other choice.

Nash comes right behind her and grabs her, hugging her. She cries into his chest and looks at me.

"I'm sorry." I mouth and she looks away.

"You shouldn't have left. She loves you, can't you tell?" A man with an English accent tells me.

"I'm no good to her." I say.

"Young love. You two are meant to be, you shall see. You'll come back for a doll like that." He says.

And with that, I leave the only person I've ever loved.