Baby Grier

Chapter 33

Shawn ran up to me and hugged me I didn't hug back. I didn't want to hug back because I know if I did all the memories would flood back and I would cry. I couldn't cry right now it was supposed to be a happy moment for me.

Shawn let go and said," what's wrong?" I gave him a confused look and said," It's because you're here. You should go."

Shawn clenched his fists and said," no I shouldn't I swear Taylor has brain washed you. Sammi I love you still. I have cried myself to sleep every night thinking about you. I have punched my walls and screamed your name out on this mountain right here. I have fallen to my knees hoping one day you would be back in my arms. You moving on made me realize how terrible my life is without you. And I don't want to lose you again." He grabbed me and pulled me in and kissed me. At first I didn't kiss back but I knew he wasn't going to stop if I didn't kiss back. It felt so wrong but our lips moved in sink just like old times. It just wasn't like old times sparks didn't fly for me.  Memories flooded back. But one in specific.

*flashback* 

I grabbed his wrist and tried to pull him upstairs. He was confused I could tell but he followed me.

When we got in my room I broke down and started to cry into his chest. He held me and started to rub my back. And he whispered,"shhh it's okay."

I looked up at him and said,"no it's not." He looked at me with serious confusion and said," what is not okay?"

I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said,"you, me, Taylor."

He looked at me as if I was crazy and said,"Taylor?" I looked at him crying even more now and said,"yeah he gave me a necklace and said that he likes me and he has been thinking about me even more than usual ever since we started dating."

Shawn looked at me with a blank look and then started to cry. I knew he loves me and I wasn't going to tell him but it was really bugging me.

He walked down stairs and by this time he had tears running down his eyes and I did too. It really hurt me to see him like that.

He got down stairs and walked out. He got in his car and left. I just stood in front of the door. I didn't know what to do. Nash walked up behind me and said," are you okay?" I couldn't speak I turned around balling in front of him and he came up to me and hugged me and said," shhh everything is going to be okay he is just mad."

I looked at him really mad but still crying badly and yelled,"IT'S NOT OKAY I KNEW HE IS MAD BUT EVERYTHING WILL NOT AND IS NOT OKAY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JUST WALKED OUT THAT DOOR!!!!"

Still crying I ran to my room. Right now no one understood. I care about Shawn so much.

When I got to my room I slammed the door and locked it. I layed on my bed and cried. I went on instagram and looked at his instagram. That probably didn't help but at that moment I didn't care. I just wanted to see him again. I cried so badly and I didn't stop.

*end of flashback*

All the sudden while we were kissing I heard Taylor whisper," Sammi." My heart sunk right at that moment.

I pulled away and there was Taylor angry as hell. I saw one tear stream down his face and he walked away. 

I wanted to chase after him but it was as if my body was paralyzed. Poor Taylor, this was going to need some explaining from me and Shawn.