Im dating this man who is a movie critic. his name is Joshua Fitzgerald. he is a great guy, plus his job is watching movies for free in theatres, which is great. he took me to one on our first date, which should of been my first hint that he is a total work freak. he never takes a break. I mean it was cute at first but wow. I cant even watch a movie without him judging it, or a tv series for that matter. Josh is a great guy but hes a workaholic, im in the process of fixing that I mean the thing is my periods late, and im going to the doctor to see if im going to be getting bigger in the next 9 months.
"Nicole would you like to go out to dinner with me tonight???"
"Yea sure Josh, where are we going???"
"Cant tell ya, its a surprise!! oh and where something fancy!!!"
I start smiling, I couldn't help it but I just got the biggest grin and couldn't stop. I wondered why we were going out and to somewhere fancy at that. well considering movie critics get a lot of money for watching movies and writing reviews about them, its not a surprise that he would like to go to a fancy restaurant. then I realise that its a 2 year anniversary and that he would like to go out to dinner. he is such a great boyfriend, I cant believe that he remembered honestly. he walks into the bedroom wearing his fancy tuxedo.
"Wow you look great Nicole, I did always say that you were great looking."
"You don't look bad yourself."
"You ready to go darling???"
"Yep all set."
"The limo is down stairs waiting for us."
"Oh taking the limo, it really is fancy now."
so were sitting here waiting for our food, when I find myself staring at a baby at the table across from us and I cant help but think I cant wait to have my baby when josh goes down on one knee.
"Nicole you are the best thing that ever happened to me. your perfect in everyway and when you smile you light up the whole room. just seeing you can make anybody happy. will you do me the extraordinary honour of marrying me???"
"Hells yea I will!!!!"
then we just start kissing and hugging and everyone around us starts applauding. we finish our date and start heading home, I start seeing babies everywhere on the long drive home. I couldn't help it, just the thought of having a baby and it having a movie critic as a dad, I mean that would be a dream come true. you would get into movies for free and see as many as you would like. there's just one problem, I have to tell Josh and I don't know how im going to do that.
"Josh I have to tell you something!"
"Really, well your my fiancée, you can tell me anything."
"Well the thing is my periods late and ive never been late before, you know that and im going to the doctors tomorrow to see if anything is there, like. . . . a baby."
"Wow oh my god, we're pregnant oh my god that's the best news ever. I mean other than the fact that we're getting married but oh my god."
"But I thought you didn't want kids."
"Well yea I didn't want kids, but you love them so much and now that its actually happening, I guess that im just a little excited and over the past two years of you saying that you wanted kids and saying that they are so cute, I guess you kind of convinced me that they will be good to have."
"Oh my god really??"
"Yea this is amazing, it really is!"
I couldn't stop thinking that it was so much easier to tell him than I thought, I had nothing to worry about. this could be the best thing that could ever happen to me, to us, why was I being such a worry wart?? I wake up at 4;27 in the morning, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about what my parents are going to think about having a bastard baby, I mean I don't mind if the baby is born out of wed-lock. I guess its such a big thing to my parents anyway. well when my mum found out she was pregnant with my older brother, they eloped right away so he wouldn't be a bastard. well its my life and if they don't like it, they will not see their first grandchild, and more if there will be more. plus the only good thing is that Jackson, my brother, cant hold a steady relationship at least get anywhere to at least get engaged to someone. so it looks like ive got all the cards here. it might be a long time before Jackson actually gets to have kids, I mean my first born might be 15 by then. na who knows, anyways I have all the cards if they want to see their grandchild then they are going to have to accept that it might be a bastard depending on how fast we can plan this wedding.
