We all got to Rouge around 10:45. The place was packed and the strippers were throwing down. We were chillin in the V.I.P smoking and throwing back shots of henny. Lamar, Stixx, hawk, hyghly and cash were wildin out with the girls. While smoking my blunt, i decided to check my instagram, twitter and msgs.
I turned my phone off airplane mode and my phone flooded with msgs from bella along with 30 missed calls.
Bells❤️: hey babe (8 am)
Bells❤️: are you up yet (8:45 am)
Bells❤️: can you call me, we need to talk(9 am)
Bells❤️:why are you ignoring me?(9:30am)
Bells❤️:wtf did i do?? Stop being childish and talk to me!!!(10:15am)
" you still dealing with that trick??!!" I didnt have to look up to know it was hawk. He came and sat beside me. " nah man. Just checking msgs and shit. " hawk grabbed my phone from my hands. " hey man! What's your problem??" He was going through my phone. Hawk shook his head in disgust " this girl has the audacity to be talking to you like this. Why the hell she calling you 30 times?? She a clown-" I grabbed my phone back. " look bruh, lemme deal with my shit. I don't need you running your mouth every second about her! " hawk swiftly stood up and was in my face" ayyo Abel calm down bruh! I'm just lookin out-" " LOOKIN OUT FOR WHO NIGGA??? FIRST OFF YOU SHOULDN'T BE TALKIN BOUT RELATIONSHIPS. YOU JUST MAD I GOT A GIRL" by this time hawk and i are standing face to face. " ha! Nigga im supposed to be jealous of some nigga who's bitch playin him???" Next thing i know, i blacked out and hawk was on the floor bleeding from his nose. " hey, hey, hey!!!! The boys and security ran over to us. " me. You. Outside. Now. " lamar dragged me by my arm.
" what happened man??" I was breathing HARD. " he took my phone and read bella's messages and started mouthing off!!" I punched the brick wall out of anger. " " CALM THE FUCK DOWN ABEL". Hyghly walked up to us. "abe, you good man??" He rest his hand on my shoulder. I closed my eyes and slowly counted to ten. " I'm straight now. How's his nose?" " he straight too. That was a mean hook though. What happened?" I opened my eyes. " just stupidness" I didn't want to go into details right now with everyone about it. If i did, they would of been chewing off my head as well. " i need a smoke man". I started walking back and forth, rubbing my hands down my face. " here" lamar passed me a blunt. I lit it up in no time. " look. You ride back to the hotel with Freddy. We will ride with hawk". ". Thanks lamar, hyghly. " They walked over to the vehicle and i saw hawk being pulled into the car. The last thing i remember is passing out on my bed.
I heard knocking at my door the next day . I jumped up to look at the time on my phone. 6:45pm. Wow! I slept for soo long. " gimmie a sec! "
I yelled to the person at the door. I was still dressed from last night. I opened the door and low and behold it was Hawk. We stood there exchanging glances. He finally broke the silence. " you gone let me in or what?" I stepped to the side to let him come through. He sat on the chair across from my bead and in no time got the blunt going. I shook my head and smiled. I sat on the bed facing him. He passed me the blunt. " thanks". Sat for 5 mins in crickets passing the blunt back and forth. Hawk is my bro. He may get on everyone nerves but he didn't deserve to be clocked like that. I decided to speak first and apologize. " look man. About last night. I didn't mean to punch you. I guess i was mad cause you were ri-" he put his hand up to stop me. He laughed " we good man. We still bros. i should of known my place too, but I was pissed off. You've done soo much for this girl. Opened up your heart to her, blowing us off to spend time with her, got you showing pda, singing sugar shit songs for this girl, buying puppies and shit, touring with the fam. Invested time. " i sat quietly and let hawk express his feelings. " i never liked that trick since day one. She just gives off this vibe. And this look. I ain't said shit cause you my boy and you were happy. In love. So i let you. You a good man Abel, you deserve real love. Don't let these industry girls play you. I may be an ass to everyone and talk shit but i go hard for mines. I protect my squad". Damn. Everything hawk said, i let it serenade in my head. I never knew he felt this way. For once in hawk's life, he said something meaningful. " I appreciate the love hawk". I stood up to give him a brotherly hug.
