Flashback
" What are you doing here Bella?"
I showed up at Matt's place around 2am sky high and drunk. I threw myself down on his couch. " i looove youuuuu M-mmaatttt". Matt laughed while folding his arms across his chest. " you left me for the weeknd, remember?"
I watched matt walk into the kitchen. I decided to follow. More like stumble. He went into the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. As he was drinking, i took the opportunity to go behind him, rubbing his chest.
"Matt?" No response. I bit his left shoulder teasingly. "Stop Bella. Go home". He pushed me away and made his way upstairs. I had no energy to chase him. Back to the couch i went.
Only God knows how long i was knocked out for. I was awakened with taps on my shoulder. "Time to go Bella. " With a squint, i saw Matt standing by the door.
"smoke with me first" "Bella, i quit smoking.....since you left me". I could tell by his body language how uncomfortable he was. I came to here to fuck Matt, so that's what I'm going to do. " how about one for the road tonight? Please Mattieee. Don't you miss your video girl??
Matt chuckled " video girl huh? Give me a sec". He ran upstairs to god knows where and came back down.
" Ok video girl, you're live in 3...2...1"
He pointed a red camera in my direction. It wasn't just an ordinary camera. That was my spotlight. Good and naughty ones. Oh how I miss those days.
" hello video girl". " hello camera man" i giggled. "Tell everyone your name" "ummmmm.....I don't remember" i giggled again. " do you want to see my outfit ?" I begged.
" Sure. Show us your outfit underneath that trenchcoat". He slowly walked closer towards me. " you ready? " i bit my lip. Matt nodded for approval. " TADA!" "Jesus..." Matt dropped the camera. " you forgot your cameraaa". He cleared his throat then fumbled with the camera till it was back in my direction.
" ummm.....ok....... You're naked. Right now. At my place." " y-you you don't like it? " i pouted " uhhhhh. It's quite an outfit alright. Sooo. Tell me why are you here? At 3am?"
" i....am here to fuck Matt". " No you're not Bella". I took off my coat and threw it on the floor. " yes i am. I think?" I got up and slowly walked towards the camera. " do you think I should fuck Matt, camera man?" He took a few steps back. " um, ok. How about you do a little tease instead?"
" a little teeee-teeease?" " like um, touch yourself or something. Twirl. Dance. Anything else but Matt. " i laughed. " i want to fuck matt thooo" i slowly ran my fingers across his chest. Matt flinched then put the camera down on the table. " I can't do this bella. You have to go". He said running his fingers through his hair. " but i, iii i love Matt. We haven't fucked yet!! " i clawed at his shirt. He pried my fingers away and went to pick up my coat off the floor. " you. You don't love me Bella. You love Abel. The Weeknd. Remember?"
My blood starting boiling. I snapped into a rage. " I don't love Abel! I don't love The Weeknd! I love what comes with The Weeknd! Fame, Money, friends, everyone loves me" i was twirling around the couch as i spoke.
" Every single penny he gave me, is for us. The condo, the cars,the dog. For us. The fame status? For us. The whole world will know I'm your video girl!"
I stopped spinning to look at Matt. His face held no expression.
"can't you see Matt? I did it all for you, me, us. I don't give a shit about Abel or The Weeknd. I had to do what i had to do so we can be good. Designers want me in their clothes,on the runway, magazines, videos." I was now standing face to face with Matt. I placed my right index finger on his cheek.
"All those times i had to spend around his XO Crew. Fucking losers! All they do is party, get drunk and drugged up! And if that wasn't enough, i also had to smile with all those insecure, no daddy having, one hit wonder bitches up in our V.I.P. Fuck XO! They're nothing but a menace and disgrace to society! They give good gifts though. I used him. I used them. To get what i want. What we want. He can go to hell. I used his playboy status. He can fuck as many girls as he wants. Don't nobody want him." I sighed, feeling much better for some reason. " now." I wrapped my arms around his neck. " how about that fuck from Matt? I can teach him some amazing tricks in bed. The Weeknd taught me. " i raised my eyebrow to a still emotionless Matt.
He picked up the camera. " you are the video girl after all" he says before pointing the camera in my direction. "video girl. Take two"
