Just Another Fallen Angel

I Can Explain...

Well howdy Cx
It's been like over a year, I could not be more sorry.
Kinda going through exams and all this crap and God does it make my head hurt s:
Also lost my bf to a heart condition.... It's been excruciating trying to act like all is okay around me friends and it's not getting easier but no one cares about that soooo.......
Well here you are c:

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"Blaze?! Andy?!" Ashley gasped as the look of shock hit him in the chest.
"I can explain." I spoke trying to save both Andy's and my own butt.
"Go on then, explain." Ashley replied, placing a hand on the wall as if to hold himself up.
"I like her Ashley, everything about her attracts me." Andy spoke, sliding his hand around my waist after placing me on the floor.
"Andy! You know how I felt about her!" Ashley screamed as he began to act flustered and his eyes teared up.
"Ash we both know you don't treat women right, all the past so called relationships you have been involved in ended in shit!" Andy tightened his grasp on me.
The two carried on fighting and my head began to spin, everything was getting over my head, I felt myself become light headed and my breathing fluctuated as my vision began to tunnel. Voices screamed at each other as I slide down the wall, falling out of Andy's arms as they carried on fighting and I lost consciousness.

*Axel's POV*

I could hear a screaming match going on outside. Something about it didn't seem right, Blaze wasn't here.
I began to walk towards the fire door and I spotted the culprits of the cacophony.
She was there, on the floor, unconscious.
"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" I shouted over the two and ran to Blaze.
She must of had a panic attack again and passed out. She probably hasn't eaten enough again.
Both guys join me and helped me try to wake her up.
"I'm so sorry Blaze." Andy whispered to her as he brushed some hair from here fragile face. 
Ashley glared at Andy and sighed.
I picked Blaze up and took her up to our room, Andy opened the doors where as Ashley walked away, dick.
I placed her down on the bed in our room and stroked her head. So peaceful.

*Blaze's pov*

I felt myself being laid down and I curled up on the bed as my body touched the sheets.
I rolled over a little bit and still with my eyes closed searched for Andy's arm with my hand until I grabbed his arm and gently pulled him into bed.
He wrapped his arms around me and we lay there, tired after a long day.
Eventually both of us fell asleep to the sound of cars passing By the hotel window.

*time change to the morning*

I could feel the sun burning through my eyelids as I began to wake up. A warm body lay next to me and their slow breathing supplied a calming effect.
I turned over to wake Andy up to find he wasn't there, it was Axel!
"What the hell?!" I asked little above a whisper but loud enough to wake him up.
"Oh, morning blaze." Axel smiled and pulled me into a hug.
I hugged back not quite knowing how to respond.
"What happened?" I asked a little shocked.
"You had a panic attack I think when Ashley and Andy were fighting over you." Axel spoke into the back of my head.
I tried to shuffle out of his arms and move to the other side of the bed so I could think with no distractions. I sat there for a moment and then stood up to go put a large t-shirt on to cover myself.
I picked up an old, but massive Metallica t-shirt and slid it on over my head.
"Hey Axel? Why is Ashley pissed. I just remember him shouting at me. " I rubbed my head in confusion as the memory was a little hazy.
"You and Andy kind of were making out and Ash walked in on you." Axel stood up also and scratched his shoulder as if he felt awkward.
"Are you ok-" Axel cut me off
"I'm fine okay?! Just, need some time." He spoke a little louder than a normal voice.
"I didn't mea-" he interrupted again.
"No! You never do mean to do you?! It always just happens right in front of me! You're like my little sister and all I see is you getting hurt by dicks." He started to shout and walk towards me.
I stepped backwards as he stepped forward. My back hit the side and I groaned. Axel got forever closer and backed me up as far as I would go, leaving me no space to escape. My lip began to quiver as his face grew closer to mine as I felt the force of his harsh words hit me in the heart.
"YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF!" He screamed at me with tears in his eyes.
He picked an arm up and forcefully grabbed my arm and shook me about like a rag doll.
"SELF CENTRED ARSEHOLE!" He boomed at me as he shoved me to the floor.
I dropped to the floor, not caring to stop myself. I let my hair fall over my face as I sobbed.
There was a silence as he thought.
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry Blaze! I didn't know what I was saying!" He said as he knelt down and reached to move my hair out of my face.
I flinched and moved out of the way, sobbing. "N-no! Don't touch me!" I cried as I leant against the cabinet and held onto the handle of the cupboard.
"Shit! I'm so sorry! I just, things have been happening and you never asked me how I was. But I'm sorry! I took it too far! I promised I'd never lay a hurtful hand on you and I just did. Oh my god I'm so stupid." Axel stood up and put his face in his hands. "I'm going to find Andy and leave you be. Gosh I'm so stupid." He ran out of the room and left me in a terrible state.
How could he? He knows how much I trusted him.

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Sooooo kinda wanna write a smutty scene next chapter... Tell me what you think?
Anyways
I wrote this chapter AGESSSSS ago and now it's like 12:08am on Sunday the 13th November 2016...
IM SO SORRY GUYS FOR NOT UPDATING IN AGES!! I'm at a new school and I've done all my exams but now I have more exams cx
no one really reads these bits anyways so idk why I still write them cx if you have read up to this point leave me a comment about how you guys are and how life is going?
Love you guys!

~ToxicMelody