Just Another Fallen Angel

I Don't Need This

I haven’t updated in ages because I didn’t get the vote or comment needed L

Anyways I’m writing this on the 24th may because I am in Spain and bored as hell so I am going to write this for when I get that needed comment or vote 

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I woke up at 3:27pm on the Wednesday and was lying by myself, no Axel to keep me warm and cosy…

All the guys were out and there was no noise throughout the hotel. I swung my legs out of bed and I was in the clothes I had travelled here in… my lazy clothes.

I went to the counter to make myself a coffee but I was distracted… there was a note.

“Blaze,

The whole hotel has gone to the water park; we didn’t want to wake you. We hope you aren’t angry.

Just a brief warning, Ashley didn’t come out of his room this morning so he might be lurking around the hotel somewhere. If he is just call us and we will come back.

We will be back around 6:00pm and we will have had dinner so we all advise that you go out to get something. I will leave $20 for you on the side under the coffee tin.

We love you Blaze. Hope you don’t bump into Ashley.

Xxx”

“Urgh.” I groaned to myself.

I got the money and skipped having coffee.

I took the card for the door with me and walked straight out of the room. I turned to shut the door behind me when the impact of a body hit my side.

“Fuck!” I shouted. I have had about enough of being beaten up emotionally and now I get hurt physically as well. Just fucking perfect.

I felt like shit today and this just adds to it all.

“I’m so sorry.” The girl said fussing over my limp body laid on the floor.

“Don’t worry about it.” I looked up and it was that slutty whore who was snogging Ash’s face off last night.

“Are you sure… wait, your that girl who saw me and that guy last night?” oh my fucking God… she doesn’t even know his name!

“His name is Ashley.” I said through gritted teeth.

“Oh, you know him?” she asked.

“Yeah.” I looked down and stood up. “I got to go.” I said walking away.

“You wouldn’t happen to be Blaze would you?” she asked as I was walking away. I was waiting for the lift to get to this floor.

I started tapping my foot so this girl wouldn’t carry on talking, or she would and I wouldn’t be able to hear her.

“What’s it to you?” I asked spitting my words out.

“My name is Mary by the way, when he was asleep he kept asking ‘why don’t you feel the same way?’, I fell asleep to his stupid muttering in the end.” She had a sour tone to her voice.

“That’s fucking peachy for you!” I shouted.

Finally the lift came and I jumped in and tapped the bottom floor button numerous times.

I reached the bottom floor and took my cars keys out of my pocket and had the $20 Axel gave me.

I swatted the crowd of guys taking pictures with my car away and drove off to the nearest Starbucks for a needed coffee.

I sped down the road as fast as I could, I didn’t care about the limit I just needed my coffee and I needed it now.

All my makeup was off my face and I looked like a right twat. I had my hair in a messy bun and my black batman converses on.