Lonely Girl

Week one of rehab

I woke up the next morning from a nightmare. Reliving the past events which have happened. Once i open my eyes today I see Maria, Ashley, and Luis near my bed. I feel that my foot is moving and was itchy. I look at my for which was in a cast. Forest thing that came to my mind was"How did this thing get on my foot?". My only though was that they had bandages here to help no cast. I look up and spotted the culprits which were Ashley, Luis, and Maria with big smiles. I was about to protest but they said in unison"It's a gift for you." That was not the only reason which I needed a cast. Maria explained that my foot got worse from the previous injury which is now forcing me to acquire a cast until my ankle is healed. I had a nice chat with Maria and Ashley while Luis went to get my food.Maria helped Ashley explain to me that she a blind person and her brother was a deaf. Luis is excellent at reading lips and since I talk slow it helped him understand what I'm saying. This sickness was embedded into their genetics. As I heard the door open which came with an alluring aroma of food. It was Luis with my plate of food which is not poisoned. He placed the plate of food on my lap where I went to right away.Filling till my tummy was full with the food. While I ate Luis got a marker from his pocket and was about to make a mark on it but stopped him. My brain was saying that this was a temporary cast it didn't belong to me. Luis looked at Maria and Maria to Luis with a smirk coming out of their mouths. Maria told me it was a gift from them. I could remember to be careful and get well. Ashley did all her best but she would constantly move around.The next day was okay but some child came to me with a plate of food. From where I was seated I could smell the horrible stench of the  food that the child was caring for me. The child was barely able to hold up the plate walking up to me and placing the food on my lap. She just stood there next to me expecting me to eat this dump. I looked at my plate of food and took a spoon of the soup. The little girl looked joyed as it was going to my mouth but what surprised was how came through the doors. Luis right away puts the tray he had on a table and ran up to me slapping the spoon off my hand.

Luis: Girl leave with that trash. Leave!

Girl: I think you jelly that because I came with her food first. Ha ha ha.

Luis: No its what u caring is not even labeled as food or even eatable.You might want to leave with that before Maria comes here.

Girl: NO!

he got the girl by the sleeve and dragged her outside the room. She was throwing  her arms and legs all around. When he came in the room I could feel my head about to blow up with confusion and anger. Her food was not touched at all how could I now if it was ill. I can't make any judgement unless if I taste it. I was about to get another spoon but Luis got the girls try and put it out of range. That just broke the last straw of patience, when hungry I have so little patience, so it went to war.

Jasmine: I can't judge if I don't taste IT.

Luis: Trust me that is not edible.

Jasmine: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW YOU HAVEN'T TASTED IT!?

Luis: YES, I HAVE! SO DON'T SHOUT THINGS YOU MIGHT REGRET!

Jasmine: I BARELY NOW YOU SO HOW CAN I TRUST YOUR WORDS!!!

It didn't process what I said till it was too late. I see Luis run out the room with tears running down his face. What have I done?  One of my many thoughts was telling me, "Why should you care." and "It wasn't even my fault.". I felt this one feeling saying," What if he was right?". I just wanted to hide not able to think straight I went under my sheets try to hide from my emotions and from the person that is coming inside the room. I could hear the voice of Maria gasping and be shaking me. I think she saw the food and tasted it since I heard a cough/gag meaning that she tasted the food.

Maria: Ummm, N(She had a blank moment.)-Nene.

Jasmine: Yeah.

Maria: Tell me you didn't eat anything from this tray.