YOU were my most beautiful nightmare.
I never thought I could love someone as much as I used to love you.
Why the hell did I start this out with such a pitiful confession? I am hating myself now, honestly.
I hate why I have to feel this way.
Why in the world do I have to always remember you? Your silly ways. How you smile.
I am beyond reasons.
I should be hating you now. For leaving me. For breaking what used to be whole.
Me.