PLEASE, help me forget you.
Help me not see your light in the darkest of the night. When I crawl helplessly and long for you to embrace me. When the very reason of existence is slowly being torn from my core and you are just there, sleeping soundly, making me realize how I still have a reason to wake up, hope, and that I am more than blessed.
Do not rescue me in the deep sea I want to drown myself into. If that would be the only way for me to let go of the pain I cannot bear, then let me pour the load. Let the waves crush it and take it somewhere I do not know.
PLEASE, help me get over you. I know the us is done and I am trying to live with just the me I used to be before you came.
PLEASE, I am begging you for the last time, help me despise the idea of you.
