Ouran HSHC x Reader

Tamaki x Ex-self harmer

You sighed as you took Tamaki's hands once again. He sighed.
"I-I'm sorry. I just....I don't want to go any farther right now." You said in a small voice. Tamaki removed his hands from your shoulders and smiled. "That's fine. (Y/n). I understand."

This had been the fifth time this month that Tamaki has tried to take your relationship to the next level. You felt terrible that you kept stopping him but you couldn't have him see you. Not the mess you were. He would surely leave you as soon as he saw that.

You ran a hand through your hair, sighing uncomfortably.
"(Y/n)?" Tamaki asked in a small voice.
"Am I not good enough for you? Or did I upset you somehow?"
You gasped.
"No! No, Tama-chan, you didn't do anything. It's me...." You whispered.
"Hmmm? What do you mean, 'you'?" He asked.
You took in a shaky breath.
"I-I'm ugly! I have stupid scars all over me and I don't want you to see them! I'm sorry Tamaki please don't be mad. I know you'll probably not want to be with me anymore but-"
Tamaki cut you off by gently putting his arms around you. Tears were spilling out of your eyes as you cried into his arms.
"You could never be ugly. I love you so much, (y/n), I would never leave you."
You looked up into his violet eyes.
"Never." He whispered, softly pecking your lips.
"Let me show you how beautiful you are to me." He said. You nodded, relief washing over you.
Tamaki gently pulled your skirt down, just enough to see all of the white lines covering your thighs. You started to grow self conscious until Tamaki gently kisses each of your scars, whispering "beautiful." Over and over. You began to see just how much he loved you. Scars and all.