Misery

Chapter 1

Edited 12/4/16

This is dedicated to Emily_365 because she is actually following me for some strange reason. I dunno why, but thank you for being my second follower! Even though I can be a loser.

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I take the last slice to my arm and just lay, awaiting the darkness to take me, but before it happens, the door is pushed open, followed by an unfamiliar gasp.

I see a girl, no older than me, maybe a year younger. I see her lips moving as she moves toward me. I see tears going down her face, which is funny because she doesn't know me.

I hear the soft whisper of "you'll be okay. I'll help you." But, it's too late, the darkness takes me and welcomes me in.

When I awaken, the light is blindingly bright, causing me to blink a few times.

I look around and see I'm sitting in a field, someplace I've never been before. I hear a soon and I turn in the direction seeing the girl.

She's crying and no one's sitting with her. Or so I thought.

A guy walks toward her from somewhere else.

"Come on, sis. There was nothing you could have done for the boy. He's in the hospital, they'll take care of him" he consoles her.

Somehow, I know he's taking about me.

"But, what if I walked in before! I could have stopped him from doing it!" she exclaims.

"You can't blame yourself for what he did. You can't really think this is at all your fault. You didn't even know the boy" he tells her.

"And maybe that is what he needed for someone to know him. I'm going back to the hospital to check on him" she says.

When she stands, she turns toward me and I tense, thinking she might be able to see me. It feels like she looks straight at me, but she walks past me.

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Heyyy, there. So, guess what! When I clicked on this to update it said I have 15 reads on this!!! (Smiley face emoji)

Soooo, how have y'all been?
Did y'all have a good thanksgiving (if you celebrate it)?
Did anyone do black Friday shopping?
Anybody excited to go back to school?
Who's already watching Christmas movies?

So, I have too many questions....
I'm just in a happy mood.
So, I was gonna update this before, but they have me training at my new job, so I don't know when I'll update, but I will do so as frequently as I possibly can.

Also, a little self-promotion, if y'all want to, head over to my other story?

I swear it might be better than this one.

So, the chapters are probably gonna be short on this story, because I don't expect it to be a long story, just a short one...

I hope you all enjoyed!!

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Also, if you know anyone that has thought about suicide, or you yourself has though about it, remember you are all beautiful people that have a reason they are here! Don't hesitate to ask for help from a suicide hotline, or even try talking to someone about it.

I know if it were me I'd feel more comfortable talking to someone I don't know, but it's all up to you.

Goodbye for now all you beautiful people,

Christina