EXO Imagines

Kris Imagine ~ Always One Step Behind You

Kris Imagine ~ Always One Step Behind You

~Kris' Point of View~
I hate that you don't know that I love you, but I hate that if I told you, my love would only hurt you. Clearly you're with someone else, and isn't it obvious that the next thing I should do is to wish you the best and move on? But I can't, I'll find every reason to stay by your side even when everyone looks down on me. Is it really wrong to love you when you're taken? I'm not breaking you apart from him, you don't even know how much I do just to keep you happy. You don't even know how many times I've asked myself whether or not if I should talk to you. I really want to have a conversation with you but I'm so scared I'm bothering you, I'm so scared people would figure out my love for you. I didn't want you to know because I don't want you to go through the trouble of trying to tell me to move on but then you're too scared to hurt me. I sincerely wish you the best from the bottom of my heart because if you're happy, I'll do my best to be happy for you.

~Author's Point of View~
You were wearing the sweatshirt your grandma just gave you over the thanksgiving holiday, and just the moment you got out the car, people started to look at you, and laugh. It started out with soft giggles, then slowly everyone laughing was all around you while fingers were pointing straight at you. You only took another step before you let them get to you. Your eyes tingled as tears blurred your vision. You blinked from left to right trying to get rid of them, but they only overfilled your eyes and started to roll down your cheeks the way dark clouds start to rain.

Someone suddenly took your hands in their's and started shouting, "When you all go home, go look at yourselves in the mirror! How can you laugh at her for wearing something her grandmother gave to her? Do you have any respect at all? Is it okay if I laughed at you for wearing socks with sandals or for wearing glasses? You'd think I'm crazy and out of my mind, and that's just what I'm thinking about you all. You guys have no hearts.. this world is a disaster with such people."

~Kris' Point of View~
Just now, everyone was laughing at you because of the sweatshirt you were wearing and he was less than a block away from you, but he didn't even run to you to protect you, he turned the other way with another girl and pretended he didn't even know you because he doesn't care about you at all. If I was the one to do his job of protecting you, shouldn't I be your man? You haven't even realized he's been cheating on you for all this time, and it's all my fault for not realizing it early enough. Imagine all the lies he's told you to make you smile like an idiot, please tell me you'd give me a chance to make you smile like the angel you are. He keeps you placed in the back of his mind. You tell me he's always busy working, trying to get money for you, you say he's sweet, didn't you know he was just fooling with you? Clearly by his looks and attitude and how everyone knows him, he's from a rich family, why does he need to do those little jobs when he can work at his family company? Clearly he's been with another girl all this time! When he's with his girl and he sees you, don't you know he doesn't just run away. but also pretends like he doesn't even know you? Please tell me, is this even love he's feeling towards you? Not at all, and you still don't even believe in me, I wish I could just tell you the truth, but I hate to break it to you because I wouldn't want to do anything to break your heart even the tiniest bit.

I wrap my jacket around her as I suggest we get some coffee. I walk behind her, knowing she's uncomfortable with me standing by her side when she's sad.

"Yah Kris.." She whispers. "Thanks for being there for me back there."

"Don't worry about it." I whispered as I patted her back.

Unexpectedly we bump into her boyfriend, and she gets quiet again. Her eyes start to become red again, but this time, she took off running. I chased after her, always keeping keeping one step behind her. She locks herself in her room crying, I sit by the door of her room, as I starts to sing for her.

"Just leave me alone! No one cares for me, no one even loves me, so why can't everyone just stop pretending like they do?!" She screamed.

"How long have you known me for for? You clearly know me, but if you don't, I'll reassure to you that I'm not him. I hate to say this because I know it's not the right timing, but I just want you to know that I love you more than anything in this world. Would it make sense that I'm always there by your side? Do you think it's just coincidentally happening? No, it's actually because I'm always going to be one step behind you to catch you when you fall." I confessed.

I wont ask for you to return my love for me, just let me stay at least one step behind you to always catch you when you fall, I can't walk down this path by your side because I know that spot is saved for the one you love, and clearly you don't love me, but let me protect you forever. If ever I'm worthy to be the one by your side, you can always just open the door, and I'll be there, but as for now, I'll stay behind you to make sure you won't fall on the floor.

~ The End~

I know it's passed Kris' birthday, and so I apologize for this being late! I hope you like it, and happy late holidays for those who celebrated Thanksgiving yesterday!(: and happy birthday Chanyeol!! I'll soon update a Chanyeol imagine soon - 11/27