EXO Imagines

Kai Imagine Titled "Angel Without Wings"

Kai Imagine Titled "Angel Without Wings"

He smiled at me, and in that moment I felt like the luckiest girl to see his smile so close. I wrote his name and drew a heart in his palms without him knowing. I smiled as I looked away from his eyes. He wrapped his arms around me from behind playfully as he rested his head on my shoulders. I held in my smile as I turned to him, but I couldn't control my heart beat that accelerates as each second passes, neither could I control my face from flushing red. A smile broke out as I could no longer resist the joy and happiness that boils up within me. He takes my hands in his as he pulls me to a close by ice cream shop. For a second I felt like we were dating, but I guess this is what you do as best friends. I smiled anyways regardless of our relationship. As the caring person he is, he gets me my favorite flavor, strawberry. We walk along the park as we lick our ice cream and with the awkwardness between us, I look over to him and slow down my pace. Before I could say a word, he reaches over as he smiles and wipes the corner of my mouth with his thumb. My faces flushes red again as I look away.
"Thanks," I whispered.
We never really said thank you because we understood very that best friends sacrifice many things for each other, and so it felt weird to say it. It was as if we weren't close anymore, everything just becomes awkward, and I can't seem to get a hold of myself when he wiped my mouth. I gave him a smile, I'll just smile as if nothing happened.
"Lately thinking about anyone?" I questioned as I gave him a wink.
"Hm yea, can't seem to get her off my mind." He replied with ease.
"What's she like?" I inquired.
"She's the most caring person on earth. No matter what mood I'm in, she's always there for me. Sometimes she might be a bit foolish and silly sometimes, but she's so cute." He answers as he smiles.
"Do I know her?" I asked.
"Do you?" He laughs. "Her name is Kelly."
"I don't think I know her." I mumbled as my smile died down along with my happiness.
I wondered why I ever expected that I'd be the one he loves. I faked a smile for him as I tried to think. Was I not the one there for him when he was down? Or maybe I'm not as close to him as I thought. Maybe he texts her all the time so I never see her with him. Now that I know who I am to him, I felt.. I felt disappointed. And I'll blame myself for expecting so much. I pulled my phone, pretending as if I got a call from my mom.

"Hello?" I said. "Oh I see. I'll be home in a bit. Okay, bye mom. Love you."
"Kai.. sorry my mom just called me and I have to go home." I lied.
"Do you want me to walk you home?" Kai offered.
"Nah, I prefer you go after your girl and tell her how you feel. I'd love to help, but I'm sure it'll turn out well. After all you're flawless, who wouldn't want to be with you?" I replied. "I'll get going now. Good luck!"
I turned away from him, hating myself for avoiding him, but this is the right thing to do.

~Kai's Point of View~
I watched her every move, and I questioned myself why I had lied to her. Who is Kelly anyways? The only girl I know that's the most caring person on earth and the girl who's always there for me is (YourName). I looked down, disappointed in myself. Do I have to lie forever? I don't want to lose her as a best friend, but either way it's a risk. She'd be upset with me if she knew I lied. I pulled out my phone, wanting to text her. I looked at my wallpaper of the two of us together. No one would believe me if I said we were just friends. Did she not get me when I hugged her? Did she not get me when I wiped the ice cream off her mouth? I chased after her and pulled her in for a hug.
"Give me a minute, I know your mom called, but I have something important to tell you. I lied.. I lied.. I don't even know a Kelly.. I didn't know how you'd react if I told you it was you. I feel terrible. Are you upset with me? I should have realized earlier that mentioning another girl in front of you breaks your heart. I'm sorry." I whispered.

"My mom didn't even call me.." She confessed.
"What?" I questioned with a confused look.
"I lied so I could leave for a moment to just be on my own." She replied.
"Was it because I mentioned about Kelly?" I asked.
She pushed me away and turned in the other direction. I pulled on her hands and mumbled, "I'm sorry.."
"Do you even know how much I've doubted myself within the past few minutes? I don't even want to hear you say sorry.." She says. "Just stop feeling sorry, let me see you smile."
She stopped pulling in the other direction, and I pulled her into my arms as I held her tight.
"Hey.. I'm really sorry and I know you don't want me to feel this way, but it's my fault for hiding my feelings for so long." I apologized.
"Forget it.. as long as you're now mine, that's all that matters to me." She mumbles.
If I had three words to describe her, who loves me despite all my flaws and who's always there for me, I'd describe her as the angel without wings.

~The End~