Always Changing(Jacob Black x reader)

Book 2: New Moon The day before Bella's Party

           Sitting up from laying down I sighed, 'I can't sleep' getting out of bed I walk down the stairs and wave at Alice. "Couldn't sleep." I mumble knowing she heard what I had said "Well, at least you slept yesterday?" Jasper smiles and closes the book he was reading, "Want us to tell you a story?" I scoff "How old do you think I am Jasper?" He laughs and Alice smiles "Your practically a Newborn." I sit on the floor in front of Jasper and Alice, "You don't understand," I frown staring at the couple in front of me. "I can sleep, I can eat, but at times eating makes me nauseated and sleep is the most unrealistic thing in life." Jasper and Alice frown at each other "Maybe talk to Carlisle about this maybe he knows what's wrong with you?" I look up at the ceiling while waiting for one of their voices to overcome the empty endless void of no noise.

 "Hey, how about that story Jasper?" I break the quiet and look at him "How old are you, (y/n)? Five, maybe?" I pout at him and stick my tongue out at him "How old are you Jasper five thousand or four thousand nine-hundred and ninety-nine?" Jasper gasps with his hand over his chest, with a mock hurt look on his face "How dare you, (y/n), my nonexistent heart is clenching with hurt." I shrug and smirk at him "I'm just over you, Jasmine. Opps, wrong female." Alice laughs at our fake break-up as Jasper sobs dramatically, "Oh, why, I thought you loved me?"

         I grabbed a pillow and beat him over the head with it, "Fight me!" Jasper yelled as Alice Joined our mock war with pillows. "Alice, I thought you were on my side? I thought you loved me?" Jasper said reaching out for Alice, as Alice looked into his eyes she smirked. "I never loved you Jasper, I've always loved (y/n)." Jasper tackled Alice as I sat down on a pillow laughing, "Wow, this got real way to fast." Alice looked at Jasper and said "Kiss me you fool." I ran to them pushed Jasper off and kissed Alice's cheek while laughing as Jasper grabbed me and tossed me on the couch. "I'm done, 100% done." Jasper laid beside Alice on the floor as I caught my breath, "Holy crap." Emmett muttered as he walked down the steps with Rosalie on his trail and Edward behind her.

       "This is war." Edward declared running into the living room and tackling Emmett while at it. I sat up and chuckled as Edward and Emmett 'wrestled' behind the couch as Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and I cheered them on. "Twenty dollars Emmett wins." Rosalie tells Alice and Jasper I shake me head "30 dollars Carlisle will come down the stairs first." They nod and we quickly shake hands, Edward nearly got Emmett in a chokehold as Carlisle walked down the steps "What in the hell are you all doing?". I smirked "My ninety dollars." I say to the three beside me as they pull out the money from their pockets. "Not cool." Jasper frowns as I chuckle at their loss of thirty dollars each, "Now this is why you don't gamble children." I say in a strict tone while I click my tongue at them.

"So? What now?" I sigh as Carlisle gave us a disapproving look, "Sorry Carlisle." We say in harmony with each other as he leaves for his office. "So what now?" Rosalie says as we all lay on the floor, "Never have I ever?" Emmett says suggestively. "Sure, I'll start never had I ever, finished The fault in our stars." Edward announced "what?" we all said turning to look at Edward "I even finished it, and I don't even like reading." "we know Emmett." "Okay then, my turn, Never have I ever, lied about anything." I look at Emmett and glare, "We aren't going to play if your lying." Rosalie nods, "So, say something realistic."

"Never have I ever, liked P.E." Emmett says silently as we turn to him "What do you mean Emmett?" I say looking at him as I was in the middle. "I just feel so discouraged you know, to see people run and feel tired and I won't feel tired. I'm not able to feel anything anymore it's like nothing can affect me' you know." We smile at him and nod "Yeah." "I don't like P.E either," I say " I like history and English class." Smiling at Emmett I close my eyes and lay back on the floor as my breathing became steady and I feel asleep with them laying beside me. Maybe just trusting someone is good enough, I really don't need the truth.