The Diary Of A Genderfluid Teen

ENTRY 19

Goddamn. I have neglected this book. I am so sorry, you guys. A lot of shit has happened so i guess i have to catch you up. Well, i moved out. My mom decided i had too many problems and almost sent me to this mental institution in like fucking Ohio. So we got into a huge fight, and she told me that she wished i could be like other girls. That fucking sent me off. So now i live with my grandma. She's pretty great. She doesn't give a fuck about me being gender fluid and she is 100% okay with me being emo trash. So its great. Besides all that bullshit, something brilliant happened. What is today? December 1st right? Yeah. Okay, so on November 5th? Seth and i went out to eat at Taco Bell and that smooth ass fucker asked me out. He had it guaranteed that i said yes because mother fucking tacos. So yeah. I also came out to him about two weeks ago and he completely understood. He's an angel. I also lost about 12 pounds so I'm at a size 3 which kind of is a nice size because I'm so short. I bought some cute ass pastel goth sweaters for winter. And OH MY FUCK THE MOST IMPORTANT PART:

I CUT OFF MY FUCKING HAIR. ITS REALLY SHORT ON THE LEFT SIDE BUT THE RIGHT SIDE IS A BIT LONGER AND I FEEL SO GODDAMN HAPPY ABOUT IT. ON MY MASCULINE DAYS ITS PERF BUT IITS FEMINE ENOUGH FOR MY GIRLY DAYS AND THE INBETWEEN DAYS WORK TOO AND IM JUST SO HAPPY ANYMORE.

ALSO!!!! DEAR,shaw15 , BLESS YOU, YOU LITTLE ANGEL. YOUR COMMENTS ARE SO PERFECT. I LOVE YOU.

Any ways, thank you guys so much for reading this far. I love you.

Have a beautiful day <3