Ciara POV
I'm at a photoshoot for Givenchy and my mind kept going back to Nicki. I don't understand why she does what she does,it's honestly tiring and annoying. Literally 4 days after she met us at Sky Zone she went back to being wrapped up in her schedule. The selfish side of me wants her to say she can't do it but that wouldn't be fair. She just pisses me off so bad lately,I feel like it's a totally different person,I know she's capable of fixing how things are going but she's not,I don't know what's gonna happen with us.
"Ciara focus" The photographer says
I nod my head and smile at the camera,about an hour later we take a break and I check my phone and see I have a few texts.
Zahir 🐯: Are you home?
Me: No,I'm at a photoshoot
I had a text from August also.
Aug 🌚🌝💙: Can you help me?
Me: Wat happened?
I also had a text from my mom.
Mommy 💖😘: You,Nicki,and the kids should come over for dinner on Friday
Me: Ok,we will
Zahir 🐯: Where?
Me: Ritz Carlton Hotel,306
Zahir 🐯: Ok
Aug 🌚🌝💙: I need to talk to you about me and Nicole
Me: I'll be at your house after the photoshoot
Aug 🌚🌝💙: Aight thanks
My break ends and we change outfits and hairstyles. 20 minutes later I hear a knock at the door,one of the models open the door and I see Zahir walk in,it's crazy how he looks like Bryson Tiller so much,I actually just seen him a few months ago. He stands by the door and smiles at me while waving and I do the same. When the shoot is over he walks over to me and hugs me.
"Hey mom" He says
"Hey,I'm bout to go to uncle August house,you wanna come?" I ask
"Yea" He says
We exit the hotel and walk towards my car.
"How'd you get here?" I ask
"Tyler" He says
Tyler is one of his friends.
I start the car and make my way towards August's house. When I get there I put the code in and the gate opens,I park the car and we get out. I knock on the door and a few seconds later he opens the door.
"Thanks" He says while hugging me
"No problem" I say
"Z man" He smiles
"Hey uncle Aug" Zahir smiles
"Where are the kids?" I ask
"With Nicole but Caleb is in his room" He says
Nicole is his wife and Caleb is his 16 year old son.
"Zahir go upstairs with Caleb while I talk to uncle August" I say
"Alright" He says
He goes upstairs and I turn my attention to August.
"What happened?" I ask
"I think we might be getting a divorce" He says lowly
"What? Why?" I ask surprised
I really wasn't expecting this,they're perfect for each other.
"We're always arguing about stupid shit" He says
"Exactly it's stupid so a divorce is not necessary" I say
"I just feel like that's gonna happen soon" He mumbles
He looks so sad,I feel bad for their situation.
"I know that you two love each other very much,don't run towards a divorce" I say while hugging him
"I don't know what happened with us" He sighs
"Stay strong" I say and kiss his cheek
He gives me a smile.
"Whatever you do,don't go for divorce,try longer" I say
"You always give me some good advice" He sighs while smiling
I laugh and he hugs me again.
"I love you so much" He says
"I love you too" I say
"Let me go say hi to my nephew" I say while standing up
"He's been waiting on his aunt Ci Ci" He laughs
We go upstairs and he open up Caleb's door.
"Hey Cay" I smile
"Hey aunt Ci Ci" He says while hugging me
Damn,he's almost as tall as me. We stay for a while longer before it starts getting late. We go home and I make hamburgers and French fries for dinner and watch a movie. I look down and see Onjulique leaning on my left shoulder,Zahir leaning on my right shoulder,and Onara sitting in my lap with her head in the crook of my neck,all sleep. I chuckle and hear the front door open,I look over and see Nicki walking in and I slightly roll my eyes.
"Hi babe" She says and kisses my forehead
She looks down at me from behind the couch and I try to blow over my attitude.
"Hi" I say plainly
"What's wrong?" She asks
"It's nothing" I mumble
"Ci I really don't wanna do this right now,I'm tired and I'm just tryna see what's wrong with you" She says
"And I told you it's nothing important" I say
"You know what I don't have time for this" She sighs while walking up the steps
"When do you fucking ever?" I mumble
It's like driving,looking in a rear view mirror and seeing all the good things that has happened and it feels like if we keep moving the way we are it's gonna end bad. I want to make that turn before we both crash and burn cause that can be the death of us,the butterflies I felt at the beginning of our marriage,guess they encountered a stop sign. But my heart is at a yellow light,one minute and feels like we're going in the right direction then we just turn right back around. She keeps telling me don't worry but we're still going the wrong way. Sometimes I feel like I've been here before,I could be wrong,but I know I'm right,like the situation with Alan,I have none of her attention. Like she knows how to drive in rain and she decided not to make a change,stuck in the same old lane,going the wrong way home. I feel like my heart is stuck in bumper to bumper traffic,and I'm under pressure cause I can't have her the way that I want,I just want us to go back to the way it was. Will everything change? I don't know.
A/N: Awe Nicki and Ciara are not in the right path in their relationship :/ Next update soon!
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