Secret Love

I love him

Dans POV
I woke up early this morning and I went out to the kitchen where Phil was making pancakes ( Phil's pancakes are quite good if he doesn't burn them ).
"Hey Phil" I said as I walked in to the room . "Oh. Hey Dan" Phil said still looking down at the pancakes making sure not to burn them . When Phil was done making the pancakes we ate and watched an episode of Death Note after it was over we decided to go into town for the day. Once we got into town me and Phil went to Starbucks something we don't normally do much, and got coffee . After we shopped for three hours we decided to head back to the flat . Once we got to our flat we both sat in the living room as I scrolled through tumblr Phil played games on his phone until about 7:00 in the evening . While scrolling through tumblr I couldn't stop thinking about how we were in the mall Phil had whispered something I couldn't make out but when I asked what he said he claimed he said absolutely nothing . I found this a bit weird since Phil usually tells me everything it made me sorta uneasy and upset what could be so secretive you can't even tell your best friend . I pushed away the thoughts "Hey I'm going to go to bed goodnight" I said trying to sound like I wasn't upset
"Ok see you in the morning" Phil replied . As I slipped into bed I plugged in my phone and grabbed my MacBook I spent about 3 more hours on Tumblr and checking comments on my videos . At about 2:00 in the morning I decided I should probably go to sleep I put up my laptop and thought in the dark for awhile .

Morning Phil's POV
I was sitting in bed thinking about yesterday it was about 5:00 in the morning I couldn't sleep all night I knew something was bothering Dan by him pacing in his room all night . I decided to go check on him and see if he was ok so I got on my clothes I slipped on my pizza shirt and some black skinny jeans after that I straightened my hair and walked to dans door . I tapped on his door lightly a few seconds later I heard a sigh and some footsteps . Dan opened the door he had bags under his eyes and his hair was curly ( I personally like dans hobbit hair but he doesn't ) . "Hey are you ok" I said trying to sound less concerned than I was "yeah I am fine" Dan said in a quiet voice "oh well I wanted to know if you wanted to watch the new episode of Pokemon" I said trying to sound happy "sure" Dan said . We walked into the living room together and watched the new episode of Pokemon after that we both had shreddies for breakfast . While eating breakfast I couldn't stop thinking about how bad I felt that I couldn't even tell my best friend my secret . If I told Dan I feel like he would hate me he would say he didn't want to be friends anymore and move out on me and leave me all alone . A few hours later I was still sitting at the counter staring into space I had finally excepted my feelings that had been inside for so long I love Daniel James Howell . I had known this ever since I first met him I love Dan . When I stopped staring into space I realised someone was saying my name "PHIL . Come here !" Dan screamed . I ran to dans room "what's wrong" I said "nothing I'm just lazy can you hand me my charger it's on the other side of the room" Dan said I chuckled at Dan and grabbed his charger and handed it to him "your so lazy" I said and walked out of dans room and into mine . When I got in my bed i just kept thinking about how adorable Dan is and how funny he is all the time .

Sorry this chapter is sorta short but if you liked it that's great . Feel free to leave feed back in the comments I will update whenever I can - xoxo Kylee