Just a Bit of Passion ..

Chapter One - мне

"Haha, stop lying!!" I said and I couldn't hide the disbelief in my voice.

"No it's true, tell her mark" he said with a smirk on his face that just kept me thinking he was lying.

"It's true Rachel, were both virgins." Mark said and his face was serious, beyond serious I believed him but it's just their both so cute and 18!

How could they be virgins with all these Boston girls around not acting like ladies. I just couldn't believe my ears. I laughed in disbelief and continued eating my pizza and I felt something inside. Something I had never felt before. It was just addorable.

Daniel then interputed my thoughts and with his mouth full he said " How about you? Are you a virgin?" "Yes of course I am, I mean I am only 15" He smiled and said "good" I didn't know what he meant by that so I just ignored that comment and continued the conversation we were having before the virginity talk interupted us.

We were all having dinner after our photograph class, this was actually the first time all three of us actually socialized. I mean we had seen eachother before but we never said much just Hi and Bye. But today Daniel and I were working together on a project and he asked me if I would like to get somethingt to eat with him and Mark after the class and since I was hungry and wasn't in a hurry to get home I accepted the invitation.

After we were done eating, we all went home. On my way home I couldn't help it. I just kept thinking about him. How addorable was he? He's polite and extremley intelligent and cute and he's a virgin! Most boys in my hometown loose their virginities before they even hit puberty and so do the girls. It's so sad and honestly disgusting. Not that I judge or anything because I don't. But why have sex before you even understand what sex is? Or the feelings that should come along with it?

That's jut my way of thinking and do not get me wrong. I have nothing against people that aren't virgins, actually almost all of my friend aren't virgins. But anyways I dissmissed the idea of me and Daniel ever being a thing, I mean he was a senior and I'm a freshman.

Everysingle day since then I thought about him, as soon as I woke up and when I went to bed. It was so wierd because that's not the type of girl I am at all.

I don't really pay attention to guys even though guys pay attention to me. I aviod all types of emotional relationships and not because I'd been hurt in the past or anything like that but just because I didn't want anybody. I thought I didn't want a relationship nor needed one.

But Daniel made all these feelings of wanting come to me. It was something unexplainable if i'm being honest. Daniel and I hung out a lot because of our photography class, he's so funny and he's such an asshole! Which just made me want him even more. But the odd thing was that he was different. He didn't want me back, well he did but he didn't because of our age difference. That was something that had never happened to me before. I had never wanted anybody as much as I wanted him and here he was acting oblivious and showing absalutley no interest in me.

When there were a lot of other guys wishing, dying even to be in his shoes. Not that i'm cocky or anything but it's true. I don't know why but I do get a lot of guys attention. I guess it's because I respect myself, and I am pretty I mean not beautiful but pretty and smart. Or maybe it's because they want a piece of something that nobody's ever had before. Me. Whatever it was, it didn't matter what mattered is that Daniel wasn't making the first move. I know he's shy with girls, very shy. His friends always tell the stories about his lack of knowing how to get girls attention. So I did something I would never, ever, ever in a million years do. 

Aha, let me know what you guys think. and thanks for reading (: