Whispers of Madness

Two Faces

There are many sides of me that's always contradict each other.

I'm the kind of person who would give you rational solution when you came to me with problems since I'm incapable of dealing with them emotionally cause it always came out awkward from me.
But you didn't see me crying over what you've been through, especially if you're one of the people I care the most.

I'm the kind of person who gets easily exhausted with social interactions. I talk out loud and laugh so hard then on the the next day, I'd disappear completely from people.
But you didn't know that I really crave someone, anyone who would sit with me, having a deep conversation about random things, without any purpose or finding the solution. Just talking, from midnight til morning.

I'm the kind of person who wouldn't trembled easily by sad stories. Hell, I thought people are stupid for not trying to find the rational solution.
But you didn't know I'm falling apart on the inside if people I care the most tell me they're going through a lot of troubles.

I don't really like talking about this kind of thing
But somehow there's always an urge that makes me wanting to let it out
My rationality and my feelings clashing like an abnormal spark of electricity
It'd always burn me in the end