Paper Airplains

Chapter 20

We got into the car and I leaned agenst the passanger window as we drove to the mall. I closed my eyes and sighed "Hey, Alyssa. Are you okay baby?"my mum asked

I looked at her and smiled slightly "I really don't know."I whisperd

She nodded and gave me a reassuring smile."Its just for a little bit. Hell be back soon."She said

"Three months mum."I said

"Three months isn't very long."She said

"I know but if they book them more itll be like he was never with me."I said softly

"Baby, It's goig to be okay. "She said

I nodded and sighed "I just miss him so much mum."

"I know baby. "She said

We reached the Mall and we helped Stevie Out of the car and we walked in. We walked around till I found my favroite shop Jack wills. "Mum can we go in?"I asked

She nodded and lead me into the store. I looked around and I heard my mum call my name"Alyssa, How about this one?"She asked holding up an orange polo hat has the letters JW on it.

I smiled and nodded "I like it."I said softly

She smiled and nodded heading to the cashier.

LATER THAT DAY

I was in my room watching Toy story on Netflix when my phone rang. I answerd and sighed"Hey?"

"Hey."It was liam

"Oh hey Li! What's up?"I asked softly

"Nothing I was just calling to tell you some news."He said.

I got up and started to walk around my room"What is it?"I asked

"Well, uh, To warn you Management is up to thier games again and has Harry pretend dating his girl uh Named Marissa. "He said.

"What? Are you freaking kidding me?"I asked running my fingers through my hair.

"I'm serious love."He said softly

" I -I can't compet with management. "I said my voice cracking

"Lyssa... hes not into it. Infact he hates her. Shes a bitch."Liam said

"Li, did you just say bitch?"I asked laughing through my tears

"Maybe. ."He said

I smiled and looked down "Then she must be bad if you cursed."I said softly

"Just please don't let this get to you."He said

"I wont. "I said softly

"Hey, Don't cry ither, your too strong for that."He said

I smiled slightly"I just can compete with the management. They have full control of him. And I'm just the helpless girlfriend that has nothing over him."I said tears rolling dow my cheeks

"Lyssa, You have everything on him. Hes not the same without you."He said"Besides he's not even smiling he same. The one time we see a smile is when hes on the phone texting or Skypeing you."He said

I smiled slightly "Trust me he'll get over it I'll get over it. I just need some time."I said"I'll call you later. "

"Okay, Bye."he said

"Bye."I said hanging up and sighing

I collapsed on my bed and went to Twitter and looked around. I wiped my tears and closed my laptop and laied back on my bed and closed my eyes.I didn't know I fell asleep until I heard my sister shakeing me.