Paper Airplains

Chapter 29

I sat in the dorm watching a movie on Netflix. Kaitlin was ot eating dinner with her friend she made. So I was alone for a few hours. I sighed softly and focused on the screen when a Skype call came in. I answerd and saw an image of Harry and some girl I didn't know. "Uh hey."I said softly

"Hey, Lyssa."He said

"What's up?"I asked minimizing the tab and started to look through Twitter

"Nothing much. I miss you."He said.

I stoped what I was doing and went back to the tab "Miss you too."I said smiling slightly eyeingthe girl. Shes not Gemma, Or Lou, It's more than likey Sarah, Or not she looks diffrent.

"Lyssa? "He asked

I looked at him and nodded slightly looking down "Yeah?"I asked my mind going Crazy.

"Are you okay? "He asked

I nodded "Fine."I said

the girl curled up more into him and he smiled slightly at her I narrowed my eyes and Went to Twitter again. "You sure?"He asked

"I'm fine."I said back at him

"Okay, Hey, Babe.."He started but I cut him off

"What Harry what?"I asked

"I was just asking what's wrong?"He said softly "Are you sure your okay your acting a bit jump-"

"I'm fine, Harry. "I said cutting him off again "Just pissed,"

"Why? Ohhhhhh....Babe..."He said

"What Harry? "I asked going back to the tab looking at him

"This... this... Is Melissa... She's new here.."He said softly

"So, you just suddenly start to cuddle and be freaking All lovey? Is this why you haven't been texting, calling, like you promised? "I asked "Because Niall is doing it for Kaitlin. "

He Looked at me"Baby I-"

"Don't call me that."I spat.

"Alyssa... Please don't be like.."

"Like what Harry? ?"I asked

"Crazy protective girlfriend."He said

"I'm not... I'm not.. Harry i've been through too much."I said running my hand through my hair "I'm just way too emotional and everything right now. and you're thousands miles away and... It's too much."I said

"Lyssa you know I'd do anything to make you possibly better and id do anything to get to where you are. "He said

"I know... but you can't."I said.

"Alyssa..."He started

"What? "I asked softly

"I love you."He said

I looked at him "I love you too,"I said

He smiled and blew me a kiss "Your irreplaceable. "

"I find that hard to belive. "I said

He sighed "You are."

I smiled a fake smile and sighed "Hey I'm tired, and I'm going to bed."I said completely lieing its 5 pm here.

"Okay. I lov-" He started

"I know."I said cutting him off. "Bye."I said softly and hung up,

I sighed softly and leaned my head in my hands. I just pushed him away. I ran from my problems. ugh you're stupid Alyssa. I went on Skype and saw Zayn was on I really need to talk to him. I clicked his picture and called him waiting for him to answer. A bit after his Image poped up "Hey Alypooh."He said

"Hey Zayn. "I said smileing slightly..

"How are you, love?"he asked

"I'm uh... Meh."I said

He looked at me "What's wrong baby?"he asked

"Everything. "I said running my hand through my hair

"Everything. Including Harry.... Kaitlin... School. "

I nodded "Everything, you're the only one I trust at the moment. "I said softly

He smiled and leaned back on his chier "Alyssa... Your the only one I can trust for anything."He said

I smiled slightly. "I seriously Miss you to death. "I groaned

He laughed "I miss you too baby."

I smiled"Will you please tell me the girl isn't trying anything with Haz?"I asked

"She's trying. But Harry just tells her he has you but he allows her to cuddle with him. He reffers her as his 'Cuddle buddy while Lyssa is gone' "He said

I sighed "Well..."I said my hands finding the necklace I still wore that he gave me when he first were together.

Zayns eyes trained on my hands cautiously "Alyssa. what are you doing?"He asked

"I... I... I don't know. I just feel a sudden urge to.." my hands riped it from my neck and I held it in my hands

"Alyssa...." Zayn said "Is it broken? "

I looked at it and nodded "Yes..."I said

"Oh my god.. Alyssa. That was.."He said

Tears fell down my cheeks "Oh my god Zayn.. Help me."I said Sobbing. what the hell is wrong with me?! Am I just going crazy??

"Alyssa... Stop crying stop. Please. "He said

I gripped the necklace and closed my eyes "Zayn I need you. I need Harry I can't stand a year with out you guys."I said

"I can get down there just me Okay? Just me. And ill be there until the next interview. "He said

I nodded vigorously "Okay thank you."I said my eyes still closed "Hurry. please. "

"I will... uh be there tomarrow. Okay?"He asked

I nodded and smiled slightly "Thank you Zayn you're amazing."I said softly

"No problems but stop crying please."He said

I nodded "I really don't know what's wrong with me."I said

"Your emotional... You'll be fine. "He said

I nodded and opend my eyes "I'm okay."

He nodded and smiled "I'll see you tomarrow. "

I nodded and smiled "Okay. Bye Zayn."I said softly

"Bye Alypooh."He said and ended the call.

I sighed softly and cllosed my laptop and fell back on my bed,