I am the type of girl who is afraid of looking down
who shuts her eyes in glass elevators
and fears heights almost as much
as she fears herself
and the moment I met you was the moment
I decided to loosen my death grip,
realizing that was exhausted of clinging to my high hopes,
suddenly feeling weightless, fearless,
flying away from the stranger I used to be,
flying away from the person I was
before I met you
they teach us poetry in school,
the kind we read in those dumb literature books
filled with stupid stanzas and rhymes
and words on paper made to make you feel something
I know you're not made of paper, and that
you aren't words or letters or rhymes
but you were the first person who made me feel something,
something so real, something so catastrophically alive
and I love you for that,
for being my favorite poem
I love you to the rooftops and to the skyscrapers and clouds
and I know I'll always have to keep my eyes shut tightly
and have to hold your hand so tight my knuckles turn white
but you are poetry,
you made me feel alive again
I wasn't afraid of heights,
I was afraid of falling
but you caught me anyway
and I love you for that,
for teaching me that falling doesn't always
have to hurt
YOU ARE READING
Just Me And My Dignity
PoetryYou know that moment when you break and you just have so many things to say, and your pain brings out the best in you? These are those things. Honesty and raw feelings. Published and old drafts. You might have seen them somewhere.
