Gabe, " This will be the start of me, a life changing event in my life i don't know why He gave you to me but i sincerely love you through the best of me."
Dj, "Haha, Cheesy mo! pero i think kilala ko tong babaeng to nagwo-work siya ata dito sa amin! Oh my this guy is serious wish you well to the both of you! so anong requested song mo?"
Gabe, "Whatever it takes - Life house po. Thank you." then i hanged it up.
Nag-aantay na ako ng reaction nya i thought she will be happy..
I am expecting something from her because i know she was full of suprises din. Hindi ako nabigo. I got a text message from her and i was suprised. I know you will too be suprise, This is the exact message that i got from her. "Bakit mo sinabi pangalan ko through radio station!!! My dad will know na may BF ako!!! Salamat pero dapat hindi mo ginawa iyon." so i was like what the f* mali ba ginawa ko?
So inisip ko na hindi ko pala dapat ginawa yon i respect her so much that i said to myself "okay palalagpasin ko to maybe hindi talaga dapat." I was challenged that i think of another suprise para makabawi sakanya..
Wednesday afternoon nagkausap kami ng barkada ko sina Freddie at Jef kinwento ko sakanila kung anong nangyari after the day of my first suprise.
Freddie, " Labo nya ikaw na nga nageffort siya pa nagalit?"
Jef, "Mga ganyan very insensitive sayang pre pero malay mo diba naappreciate naman nya."
ako, "Ewan ko pre di ko alam pinanghinaan din ako ng tuhod dun ahh? pero really got pissed out of her hayaan ko nalang muna may party pa akong pupuntahan mamaya kasi prof namin nag-aaya ng inuman sasama ako para makapasa ako alam mo na Thermodynamics skills lang."
Uminom ako kasama mga barkada ko i didn't texted her for one day bangag ako sa inuman then next morning.
Chloe, " Asan ka ba? i tried calling you di ka nagrereply wala akong text narerecieved galing sayo? Ano ba gusto mong mangyari?" I know this is the natural reaction of a gf so i slightly understand.
So i replied "Uminom ako." This is the first time na nag-away kami ng mabigat pertaining that i am still pissed from what happen kaya uminom rin ako. Chloe texted my mom, yes sinabi nya na uminom ako and she got my mom's number why? i gave it to her so she can feel the assurance that i'm giving to her pero di nya ata alam yun at nagkamali ata akong ibigay ang number ng nanay ko. I gave it to her para makilala siya ng mom ko para mag-usap sila para maging close sila that's what i wanted pero siguro nga hindi masusunod ang mga bagay na gusto natin hindi ito aayon sa takbo ng buhay natin kahit gawin mo pa to ayon sa gusto mo.
So nagalit ako, I texted her " Break na tayo! at pinapakielaman mo pag-inom ko tinext mo pa si mama na umiinom ako! kahit ako di ko siya binibigyan ng problema! "
Then i felt guilty.
Chloe "Sorry na, di na mauulit."
After four hours i replied. "okay im so sorry too i just got careless with my words mahal kita pero syempre i felt na nasayang lang effort ko the first time na gawin ko sa babae yun that's the reason kung bakit ako uminom." Oo, aminado ako madali akong mainis short tempered ako but this is my flaws she need to accept the fact na i'm like this.
Tayong mga lalake bakit ba tayo madalas uminom? madalas mauna ang saya? i will tell you girls here's why..
hindi ito generally speaking na dapat maging spokesperson ako ng mga lalake, pero isa sa mga rason kung bakit kami umiinom is we tend to forget, we like to feel insensitive the fact na puro alak at hilo na ang nangyayari samin pero deep inside meron kaming dinadalang feelings namin na di namin kayang ipakita sa inyo because we are afraid that you girls might see us weak, might see us na we can't handle it by ourselves. This is the reason kung bakit kami mas matagal mag move-on (studies says and it's a fact ; ps. reference might be available on internet.) kasi hindi namin pinapakita sa inyo we just slowly move forward slowly forget what happen, we guy's act that we are tough but that's outside and it doesn't mean we are strong inside so girls when a guy is not telling you anything telling you nothing acting that they don't care panlabas lang nila yon try talking to them at open manners bilang lover, partner, kaibigan it's not just girls are complex guys too.. balik tayo kay Chloe.
after namin maging okay. We are fine for a month till makaisip ulet ako ng bagong suprise para sakanya araw-araw ko siyang hinahatid binibilhan ng pagkaen after ng ojt nya at inaantay siya ng tatlong oras para lang maihatid siya sakanila dahil ayokong ginagabi siya pag-umuuwi i don't know but they said it is normal na gawin ko yun..
Niyaya ko siya pumunta sa amin para makilala siya ni mama ..
She said "Sige pupunta ako Saturday 1pm."
So today is saturday, hindi namin to alam na mangyayari. (to be continued)
