Unexpected(G-eazy)

Remember You

I come to my senses when I'm sober

But I thought about you, no lie

When I left, you stayed on my brain

Then we finally got to fuck, and that shit was all the way insane

Now I know that you're havin' a thought

Picture us having a spot

(Brooke's POV)

I can't believe what I had done, Gerald was taking advantage of the influence he had over me, somehow this wasn't a fight over power anymore, he had won, he knew it and I had given him the power to do whatever he wanted with me.

Now I was mad, not mad at him, I was mad at myself for being so stupid, for falling into his arms again. But it felt so good to be wanted, to somehow have him begging for forgiveness, he was driving me insane. His arms wrapped around me were driving me crazy, his cocky attitude his style, everything.

We had fallen asleep on my couch, I was on top o him but instead of moving or standing up I stared at him for a while, I hadn't really had the chance to look at him at broad daylight just at night and we were messed up. He had a perfect bone structure, his defined jaw, the way he clenched it, his facial hair...ugh this man was gorgeous, I can believe he is right underneath me.

G slowly opened his eyes to find me being all nosy, after everything we had done, he didn't find this weird

"Morning" he said rubbing his eyes and then placing his arms on my back pressing me closer to him, I frowned a little at the sensation of something poking my leg "Is that..?" he laughed "Help me out, would'ya?" he gave me a smirk "No! I'm angry at you!" I said not really sounding angry, I was actually relieved he had come back, as fucked up it sounds it felt good to be together, I was wondering how it felt to be with him with no drugs, no alcohol, no parties, just hang out "Aw babe...come on, pleeease" Gerald said sounding like a little kid asking his mom for a new toy "And then what? you gon' leave like you did yesterday?" this time I sounded more offended "Nah, today I'm all yours" He said, like nothing had ever happened yesterday,this got me angry "No, G, I think you should really go" I told him standing up "You said that last night and look at how things ended up" I gave him a serious look "Don't say that, don't make me regret fucking with you!" he raised an eyebrow "That's impossible" He chuckled at his own joke but it was no fun to me "See, you act as though everything is cool and it's not" I said frustrates "I know I fucked up, but I came back, isn't that what counts?" he was right but I didn't know why he had done that "Why did you come back?"

"Because I needed to" Gerald said, he wasnt really that expressive, it was ironic because he wrote some amazing lyrics and he didn't really say much or clear things up right now but, it was something.

I smiled at his words and he smiled back at me, it was the more sincere and warm smile I had ever gotten from him, he leaned in and kissed me gently, the kiss quickly turned into a hot make-out sesion, I took his shirt off and he did the same with mine but before anything happened I broke the kiss "We should take a shower" I pulled away "You mean together?" he asked a little bit more surprised than excited "Yeah I mean together..I'll take care of your.." I looked down at his pants "Problem" I could tell by his face that he was looking forward to it so bad "But you really stink so, let's go"

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After we showered together, he offered to cook lunch, I lighted a cigarette and watched him struggle in the kitchen, I ocasionally let out a chuckle and he would give me a nervous look but he finally managed to pull a decent meal together so we sat down to eat.

My apartment wasn't that big but it had a great view, unfortunately I was a little broke and couldn't afford it anymore.

"The view is dope" he said trying to make small talk "It is, but I'll gotta move soon, so I don't actually pay too much attention to it, I'm afraid I'll get used to it and eventually miss it" he raised an eyebrow "You are moving? why?" I was about to tell a fucking rapper that I was broke, If he didn't thought I was pathetic by now, he was about to think so "I can't afford it anymore....I had a job as a model but I kind of fell off and everything just turned to shit" he was quiet for a moment as if he was thinking about something real hard "Come with me on tour" he quickly said "It starts in a little less than a week"

I was astonished "That's crazy G" I shook my head to the idea thinking he was joking.

He was not.

"I'm being serious" His facial expression changed, I swear I had seen more emotions coming from this man in less than 24 than the whole time I have known him "You can look for some modelling gigs wherever we go, I'll take you to them, and you can listen to my music live, we can turn up in the after parties, fuck everyday.." he wiggled his eyebrows playfully trying to seduce me "You just want me there to be your little sex toy, I'm not a toy"
Oh, how ironic, I was his toy but I loved it "That's not what I meant! I'm sayin' we can travel together, we'll have a great time"

"I'll think about it"

I wasn't ready to leave everything behind, I mean I didn't have much, but I couldn't just leave, change my life for a boy who just wants to fuck me, was that the only reason he wanted me to go on tour with him? He can get any girl he wants, one for every city he goes to, he could effortlessly find a 'Brooke' everywhere he goes, he is a fucking celebrity, he's rich and handsome. I don't understand. I swear he'll be the death of me.

Gerald didnt stay the whole day with me, he had to run back to the recording studio for god knows what. Before he left he kissed me again, gently like before and left me there astonished at his actions.

Two days passed and I had no news from him, he hadn't called or texted, I was begining to doubt if anything he had said was atually real. I spent the day thinking about him, trying to shake the feeling that he had used me, and trying to have a little hope for him to call me back and he did, but what he said was nothing that I was expecting...

"Babe..." he began, there was a lot of noise on the background, I could barely hear him "The tour is starting early...I'm sorry I didn't call you before I was so fucking busy.." He sounded frustrated "I'm flying tomorrow to NYC and I want you there with me"