Unexpected(G-eazy)

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Swear I'm so prepared to love you

Know it's no one there above you.

(Brooke's POV)

I can't believe I was able to survive a week without Gerald, I had already grown used to waking up next to him, going everywhere together and being around him all the time so this week was making me a mess,I had to wake up real early for photoshoots that lasted hours and hours, when I finally got back to the hotel I just passed out on the bed until the next morning and repeat. I knew nothing about G, we texted from time to time and I mostly new what he was doing because of his social media but he was barely free, always busy like me.

I was just praying for this week to finish so I could fly to him, I was desperately needing his body on me or else I would loose my mind.

Gerald had told me he had a music video to shoot, he didn't give me anymore details about it so I thought nothing of it, I had work to do too so I headed to a beautiful apartment where they would take some lingerie pictures of myself, I thought I was going to be shooting alone but instead I had this beautiful male model with me, he was really nice, his name was Samuel.

The photographer told Sam and I how to pose, he had to be sitting down on a couch and I had to pull him by his tie, straddle him and mostly be on top of him. We were really close, our faces almost touching and I felt my heart racing

"Ok guys don't be shy! I need more passion please" the photographer said and I instantly came closer to his face, our lips touching ever so slightly but still looking at the camera "That's better"

He placed his hand on my the back of my head and kissed me, I got so nervous I broke the kiss and began giggling, making him chuckle too but at the same time getting some great pictures too.

"We are done guys, you are amazing, go change"

I was mentally cursing at myself, what was I going to say to G? I entered the dressing room and started getting dressed not noticing someone had entered the room behind me.

"I've never seen you around before" A voice said making me jump.

"Shit...You scared me Sam" I said placing my hand on my chest trying to calm myself down "Sorry about that, I couldn't help but follow you" he took a step further to where I was, I was only wearing my pants and my bra because he had interrupted me, I tried to cover my boobs with my hands "Why is that?" I asked, he smirked at me "I wanted to get to know you better" he said "Maybe once I'm finished dressing up, how about that?" I said feeling uncomfortable of how close he was to me "I dont mind seeing you like that" he said and walked up to me, I started walking backwards trying to get away from him until my back hit the cold wall. He was hot, and he was hitting on me so I was scared of doing something I would regret, like kissing him again.

He placed a hand on the wall and leaned over me, his eyes flickering between my lips and my eyes, he wasn't doing anything, I knew he wanted me to do the first move and be the one to kiss him. I felt my stomach drop, he smelled really good, he remind me of G's cologne. I took a deep breath and finally kissed him, he pulled me by my waist, I wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt a hand on my back trying to unbuckle my bra and I stopped him "What's wrong?" he asked confused "I-I have a boyfriend" he chuckled "Is he here now?" I shook my head "Then it doesn't matter" he leaned again to kiss me and I placed my palm on his face to stop him from moving further "It does matter, I need to go, I'm sorry" I grabbed my shirt, put it on as quickly as I could and ran out of the building.

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After a couple of days I was done with work and could take a flight to Seattle, which is where G was staying at the moment. It was a pretty long flight so I had time to think about what I was going to say to G. I had fucked up, I was the one so scared of being just a toy and I ended up being the one cheating, I didn't want to lose Gerald but I was pretty sure I was going to.

I had to hold my tears on the plane and when I finally landed I walked out of the airport, it was late almost past midnight and he had gotten there to pick me up, I wanted to cry and plead for forgiveness even though he didn't know what had happened.

We got into a car and he began driving, I noticed he was really quiet too

"Are you okay..?" I hesitantly said, he strenghten his grip on the steering wheel but he didn't answer "Gerald, are you okay?" I repeated " I just.." he pulled over "I did something" he said and I raised my eyebrow in surprise "with someone" he said under his breath. I felt my heart racing so fast it could easily beat out of my chest "I did too" I mumbled "I swear I'm so sorry, I was wasted and needing you so mu- WHAT?" he began apologizing but stopped once he realized what I had said "I kissed a model" he ran his hand through his hair "I kissed a girl"

"What the fuck is wrong with me" I felt tears coming out "I didn't want to do it, I don't know what came over me, I was thinking about you, I missed you so fucking much" I said, my words barely coming out because I was crying, he grabbed my face and wiped my tears with his thumb "I guess we are even" he said sounding really disappointed and continued driving quietly for about ten minutes.

"Does this mean we are over?"

"No"

Awkward silence.

"Are you mad?"

"No"

This was excruciating.

"I just can't get the idea off of my head of someone else taking you" he admitted "But I couldn't help myself either, I mean I could have easily fucked her.." I felt my blood boiling "But I stopped myself because she wasn't you.."

"I didn't fuck him either" he sighed in relief "Let's just promise this will never happen again"

"Promise me you'll never be away so much time like this" he said "I can't bare it"

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We got into the hotel room and he rolled up a joint while I got into the shower, things were still awkward and you could almost taste the tension in the air, we hadn't seen each other for about two weeks and now that we were finally together we hadn't even kissed.

I got out of the shower with a towel wrapped around my body, he was laying on the bed with his eyes closed, he was already high. I sat beside him and took the joint out of his hand and smoked a bit and placed it on the table. He opened his eyes and we stared at each other for a split second. I caressed his jaw softly and kissed him, he pulled me on top on him and ripped the towel off of my body, drops of water were still falling down my body but he didn't care, I pulled us over so he was on top now, I took his shirt off and he began kissing every inch of my body, taking his time almost as if he wanted me to beg for him.

"I told you this was mine, only mine" he said in a raspy deep voice, I eagerly unbuckled his belt and he teased me a little before actually entering me, we both left out a grunt of pure pleasure.

Moans filled the room, our bodies were becoming sweaty, we couldn't control ourselves nor keep our hands steady, we wanted this so bad it hurt.

Once we were finished we laid on the bed silent, this time it wasn't awkward anymore.

"Brooke?" he said

 "mhm?"

"I realized something while you were away" he began "What was that?" I said while placing my head on his bare chest, looking at him "I realized I can't fucking live without you, I swear there is no one out there quite like you" I smiled at his statement "Well there is clearly no one like you either" I responded and he stayed silent again for a couple of seconds "Brooke?" he said again "what?"

"I love you so much"

AN: the feels!!! I think this is the end guys, maybe I'll do a second part, maybe I'll continue it later but I feel like this is the ending I was looking for, I don't want the story to spiral out of control and end up being a complete different story so...let me know what you think about it and if I should continue it. ily