Unexpected(G-eazy)

Let's Get Lost

Another good girl that I'll probably destroy

Her life was stable until she met me

Sheltered and safe so she never gets free

But she loves trouble she's drawn to the danger

Never goes crazy, I bet I can change her

I can make her fall in love with a stranger

Gerald's POV

"The fuck are you doing G?" I whispered to myself as I waited for Brooke to come out of the bathroom. I tried to push the thoughts to the back of my head so they wouldn't affect me, I was getting anxious, debating whether or not to just leave, I was flying home in just a couple of days and I could easily leave at this exact moment and never hear a single word from her again. She was just a girl, I can easily replace her once I go on tour why am I making such a big deal out of this

I was desperately needing a whiskey bottle, a blunt and as much as I denied it I was needing her damn body, I craved her presence, I ached for her touch, for a kiss, a smile, a glance, whatever. She was taking her time in the shower and I couldn't take it anymore, my thoughts were driving me insane. I grabbed my jacket and shoes and put them on, I walked up to her front door and opened it hesitant, It took me a second to finally gather the strength and take a step out of her apartment. I rushed to my car and got in, not thinking I started the car and began driving around, I noticed It was getting a little dark so I headed home,

I parked at my house and went in to quickly take a desperately needed shower, I was a mess, I smelled like shit and looked all hungover but not before smoking a little weed, I needed to distract myself. After my shower I dressed up and slicked my hair back, I texted my friends I wanted to turn up at some club and I'll meet them there.

I drove to this place,I was looking fly but actually feeling miserable. I sat down in a table with my homies, I opened a bottle which was actually really cheap and disgusting but almost finished it by myself. Long story short I got too drunk,I tried to replace Brooke's face by flirting with other girls, I ended up taking a girl to the bathroom and she gave me the worst blowjob ever, I didn't even bother to ask for her name neither her number,I was thinking about Brooke that's all I thought about, her. I pushed the girl aside, pulled my pants up and stormed out of the club into my car, my phone was blowing up from calls and texts from my friends, I have never done that before, but I was pissed at the cheap alcohol, shitty music and bad blowjob, everything told I wasn't supposed to be there.

I was way too drunk, I drove over to Brooke's apartment. going up on the elevator I was regretting everything I did, I tried to think about an excuse but my actions had no repair, I fucked up.

I knocked on her door praying she wasn't asleep, I knocked again and again until I finally gave up and turned around, as soon as I did that the door opened...

"Fucking asshole" she said, the look in her face was full of disappointment "Brooke...I'm-I'm sorry" I muttered "No you are not" she said, Brooke didn't even raise her voice, she was used to being treated like this "I can't bare with this right now, just fucking leave" I approached her, took her by her arms and pushed her inside the house "I won't leave...I'll only leave if you come with me" I slurred "No, you are drunk" she frowned, I was really close to her so she could smell the whiskey in my breath "I know you are not used to be told 'no' so this is going to be the first time, I want you to leave, you had the balls to leave before, so leave now.." her voice was breaking a little as if she wanted to cry " why are you even here?" she said pulling away form me.

"Because I couldnt get you out of my fucking head" I approached her again and pressed her close to me "I really, really, REALLY need you right now" I felt her heartbeat race, her muscles tensed up and thats when I new, she wasn't that mad that I came, in fact I can say she was actually happy to see me.

"Tell me you dont need me" I said defiant  "Tell me that and I'll go, I promise I'll never talk or look for you again If you just say that..tell me you don't want me" our faces where inches apart "I..." she began "Oh fuck it" Brooke whispered under her breath and leaned in to kiss me, it was a rough kiss, a passionate one, she was angry and it was showing.

The way she ripped my clothes off was almost animalistic as if she wanted to hurt me but not quite.

Let's just say it was one of the best sex of my life ;)