a fate meeting : in the elevator

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I really thought that going all the way out, drawing her face, print it out and send fliers to everyone in the building would work.

Damn those stupid chick-flicks. Giving ideas to guys and putting hopes that can be crushed like this.

I should have thought about it more thoroughly. The guy in the movie turned out to be gay in real life afterwards. It was suppose to be a bad omen.

But I adopted the idea anyway. Stupid Troy!

The part about other girls getting interested and calling me too happened like in the movie though.

But 'She', My Tabitha, never called.

"My Tabitha?" I can't even have the luxury to call her mine!

Two weeks and there is no sign of her or anyone who knows her.

Right now I have two choices. One is to stop this crazy man-hunt and try to put everything behind me and forget Tabitha. Or two, I can reprint the fliers and offer a reward just so someone will be more than willing to help, and of course try to enlarge the scope of my search. Maybe try to post on social networking sites too?

What the hell is happening to me?

Two weeks ago, I was a sane man with a sane, normal, ordinary and boring life.

Right now it feels like my life is in chaos. As if the balance in my universe is lost. All because a girl with a weak smile and soft lips dropped by and left in a hurry.

Was two weeks long enough? Should I stop now and get back with my life and try to forget her?

Or would I regret giving up this early?

I'm losing hope. That's the problem.

I have nothing more to go on to.

Sigh.

Maybe she was a once -in-a-lifetime chance in my life.

She must be someone that I was meant to meet to change me. But not to stay and be with me like in those cheesy movies I found myself watching these days.

I really like her. But I guess it must end here.

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