Forbidden

Chapter 8

It was tomorrow and Josh would be coming over to my house in an hour. I felt like everything was going to fast. Well, maybe I'm just really surprised with everything. Niall. Josh.

Everything. I guess it was nice to know that someone cared enough. I started getting ready in my pjs because I take a really long time to get ready. I just threw on my plaid pajamas. They were plain and simple, but pretty. Then it took me a couple of minutes to decide what I would do next. Hair? Makeup? I came to the conclusion nothing. He was my boyfriend so he should see me like this. No makeup, hair is terrible, and I'm wearing pjs. This was gonna be fun. We decided to watch Iron Man,Pretty Woman, and The Notebook. I love and hate The Notebook. Oh well. Before I could go downstairs to make sure we had enough food I got a message from Josh saying 'reallllllllly sorry babe, can't make it. Got really sick, and don't want u to.' Oh...great night ruined. I texted back 'it's ok, just get better(:'

This all meant another lonely movie night. Yay. I got another message who I thought would be from Josh, but I was wrong. It was from none other than Niall. Why was he doing this? I told him not to..

'Listen, I'm going to your house now. There's nothing here 2 do. I want to get to know u. See u in a bit.' well. Can't he just leave me alone? I wanted to tell him, so I called.

"Hello?" he said, you could tell he was doing something.

"Um hi..this is Jamie." I said shyly.

"Oh, hey babe!" he said happier now,"listen I'll be there real soon. Ok? I'm driving, have to go bye."

"WAIT!" I yelled, but it was too late. I guess I'll have to go. I just don't want to. I didn't tell the girls, would they be mad? The not girl I could call was Shannon. So I dialed her number.

"Hey, what's up?" she said happily. She was only happy because she doesn't know that I'm basically cheating. How was I going to tell her? I'll just be straight forward.

"I'm cheating on Josh with Niall." yeah, that's a nice way to put it.

"What....how could you?" She said her voice in a now angrier tone. She had the right to be mad.

"I just don't..."

"Josh is a great fucking guy, and you cheat on him?!"

"You don't think I know that?"

"THEN WHY ARE YOU CHEATING!?"

"Niall...he gave me his number last night and now he's coming over.."

"Jamie, you're pathetic. Very pathetic." she said then hung up. I was pathetic.

I don't know why, but it made me cry. I just don't know. I do this a lot. Cry for no apparent reason. I deserved to be called pathetic, totally deserved it. In the middle of crying my phone lit up. It was a text from Niall saying, 'come outside.' I got all my things and headed out the door, first dates were terrible.

I saw him. Leaning against the passenger door, with a bouquet in his hands. They were white roses, my favorite. He had a smug look on his face when I was standing in front of him.

"These are for you beautiful." he said handing me the roses. They smelt so good.

"Thank you..um.." I said but he interrupted me.

"Let's go. I'm taking you to my place." he said slightly pushing me into his car. What was he doing? He barley met me, I shouldn't be doing this, but before I could leave he was already in the car an he started the engine.

"What...what are we gonna do at your place?" I said scarred for the answer.

"I'm making you food and we'll watch movies,"he said laughing,"I'm not gonna do you know, you're too good for that." He said smiling.

"Will we um be alone?" I asked. I was wondering because the other boys might be there, and I just don't know.

"Yeah, the boys are out exploring." He said. The rest of the ride was silent. After about 20 minutes he pulled up to a very pretty and big town house.

"We're here." he said.