My Life As A Cheater.

Copyright @ 2013 by shelbsters15

~Prolouge~

One Year Ago.

"It won't hurt." She told me. "Just kiss me once."

I look down at the girl, the girl who could be a model, that's how hot she is, and I can already feel myself getting turned on.

"Yeah, you're right. One time won't hurt."

My girlfriend, wasn't anywhere in my mind during this.

One Week Later.

Okay, so I cheated? What's the worst that could happen?

"We're through."

I gape at her. She's really going to break up with me because of this?

"What?"

Her eyes fill with tears, and she pulls her stuffed animal that I got her closer to her chest. "You heard me. How could you Jayden?"

"I..." I think of the girl, and how she was just so hot, and pushing herself against me, and then I look back at Tammy. "I didn't mean to."

"But, you did." A tear falls down her cheek, making guilt drop to the pit of my stomach. "And I thought I knew you."

"You do, Babe!"

"Don't call me that! Not anymore!" She cries, more tears falling down her cheek. "Guys are just disgusting. None of you can keep your stupid hormones down. Just leave!"

Hormones? If she only knew how much I wanted that girl.. But, I only made out with her. I could've went a lot farther than what I did. I wish she could understand.

"Tammy, please don't do this." I beg.

She points to her bedroom door. "Just.. Just leave." She sniffs and wipes her tears away. "Please."

I stare at the girl that I've been dating for the last year. The girl who I had my first kiss with. The girl who was my first real actual love. And, she was the actual girl who loved me for me, and not for what I looked like.

Yes, I'm being lovey dovey, but it's true.

She narrows her green eyes at me. "If you loved me, you wouldn't have cheated."

 I stand up slowly off of the chair, and the picture of us that's hanging on her wall catches the corner of my eye.

"If you love me, you won't break up with me."

She shakes her head, her hair flying around the frame of her face. "You don't get it. You just don't get it, Jayden."

"I would get it if you tell me!"

She just stares at me, and I can feel that she's not going to change her mind. She's too upset right now.

But, do you want to know the worst part of all of this?

I caused it.

Tammy sighs, and looks away from me. "I don't want to talk to you right now. Just get out."

I don't understand any of this. At least I told her that I cheated, and I didn't hide it! Why does she have to act this way?

"Fine, whatever. You're going to want me back."

She looks back up at me with a look filled with so much hurt, and anger, that I regret saying that.

"I will never, never, want you back. I can promise you that!"

Three weeks later, she started dating someone else.

That's how my life started as a cheater.