POINTLESS RANT (Warning: Heavy swearing) (probably)

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GOD FUCKIN DAM I HATE LIVING WITH THESE PEOPLE

"Oh she's too attached to her phone" BITCH DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH TIME YOU SPEND ON YOURS PLAYING CANDY CRUSH AND SHIT?

"She's just a lazy, irresponsible girl that doesn't know how to do anything right with her life"
SERIOUSLY? I JUST LOVE HOW YOU COME INTO MY ROOM AND START SAYING SHIT LIKE THIS LIKE IM NOT EVEN THERE. I REALLY FEEL THE LOVE GRANDMA. FUCK OFF. AND I HOPE YOU DONT START TREATING ME LIKE YOUR DAUGHTER AND THROW OUT ALL MY BLACK CLOTHES AND SHT. ITS A LONG STORY.

(My mom told me that when she was a child, my grandma threw away all of her black clothes because she thought she was gonna turn satanic. MY MOMS PARENTS, WHICH ARE NOW MY GRANDPARENTS, EVEN ENDED UP KILLING MORE THAN 6 OF MY MOMS CATS WHEN SHE WAS YOUNGER. AND I KNOW EACH AND EVERY FUCKING DETAIL. Whenever I ask them about it, they deny it. Very fucking funny, Grandpa, I know you sent poor Pistachio outside to be killed by dogs even though he was an inside cat. There's lots of wild dogs in Puerto Rico. Every Puerto Rican knows this. And my grandparents HATE cats.)

"She needs to get out of that room and spend some time outside with friends"
IF I HAD ANY DAMN FRIENDS IN THIS DAMNED NEIGHBORHOOD. ANYWAYS, EVEN IF I DID HAVE FRIENDS HERE I WOULDNT GO OUTSIDE BECAUSE THEN YOU START SAYING SHIT LIKE "You never spend any time with us ugh you ungrateful girl"

JUST. I WANT TO BE DONE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT.

AND CESAR? OH, DEAR, YOUNG BROTHER. How sometimes I want to snap your neck and watch the blood spray onto the floor and hear the sound of your body crumpling to the floor. AND I KNOW THAT SOUNDS PYSCHOTIC, I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR OPINIONS ON WHAT I SHOULD DO BECAUSE I HEAR ENOUGH OF THOSE EVERYDAY, BUT HE DOESNT EVEN NOTICE THAT I HAVE DEPRESSION. HE NEVER HELPS ME, OR STOPS ME WHEN IM ABOUT TO DO SOMETHING STUPID. SIBLINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE EACHOTHERS BACKS BUT YOU JUST STAND THERE LIKE THE FUCKING JACKASS YOU ARE, AND WATCH THE MOVIE. SO NEXT TIME YOURE HAVING TROUBLE, DONT EXPECT ME TO FUCKIN PULL YOU UP FROM THE CLIFF, KAY?

Just......ugh......

Why can't I trust my own family to help me...?

Anyways, I don't expect anybody to support me.




I feel dead inside, nowadays.

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