So uh
As some of you might know
I have depression
And sometimes I get the urge to cut
BUT IM STILL CLEAN, IF YOU DIDNT SEE THE MEDIA. I know it's dark, but you can see my pasty white skin xD
Anyways... I still....get the urge to cut
I came close to doing it with a small knife today but I reminded myself something that happened today.....
In my class, one of my gal friends stuck two sticky notes on my shoulder as I was about to leave school. She's a close friend, goes through some "things" as well and that I can't imagine. The sticky notes said, "You are appreciated" and "You ARE needed" and I almost cried. What hurt the most was that I didn't feel that these were true... And... She just nodded towards me, and I knew she knew I was depressed at the time. Mostly because I told her but that's beside the point.
THIS CHAPTER WAS TO TELL YOU ABOUT THAT BLUE THINGY ON MY WRIST
It's REALLY REALLY REALLY small, and whenever I put it on my wrist it hurts a lot. Sometimes my wrist bleeds but that's a little rare.
I'm not cutting, okay
With this, I can probably overcome the sensations of running a knife over my poor wrists
Babe Ruth told me that the scars would be a pain to deal with as well, so thank her for convincing me and helping me with those type of things x'P
I felt the need to tell you.
But y'know
It's not really TOO important chu know
So if you made it this far, THANKS FOR READING AND HAVE A GOOD DAY ^V^
YOU ARE READING
Le Random Announcements °o° 2
HumorLike I said in the first book, here I pretty much write any important announcements, weird feelings, challenges, and etcetera. AND, WE MADE IT TO THE SECOND BOOK! Which, tbh, is pretty surprising considering that nothing much happens in my life. If...
