FIREWORKS (Tronnor One-Shots)

And I always will

Sometimes I remember those days, those days in which we weren't living together or we weren't even in the same country and I admire us. I admire how strong we were.

Now, after six months sleeping almost every night next to you, I'm not sure I can leave without you, without your little smile or without seeing your astounding blue eyes every day. So beautiful boy when you read this I would be waiting for you by the sea, the beach near our house.

Loves you,

Connor

Damn it Connor, you have to be always cute, don't you? And with that I dress up as quickly as I can't, not wanting to make my green eyes boy wait.

When I reach the beach, there he is, sat down on the sand, looking deeply into the ocean. I don't want to disturb his thinking so I walk quietly to his side, delaying for him to notice me.

"Troye I know you know that I love you, and I know you love me to. - He pauses and takes my hand and holds it in his lap, drawing little circles with his thumb.- Where I'm going with this is that I want you to know that I would love you forever, even if I'm gone or if I'm not by your side."

And then is when it hits me, he is in one of his melancholic states, day dreaming and worrying about the simplest things. So like other times I move myself behind him, and I open my arms for him to cuddle into, and with this gesture he stars crying his eyes out. My little sweet boy, too sensitive and insecure for this world.

"Con, I love you and I always will. I know you probably had a twisted dream about us, but don't worry, everything is alright. I am here, holding you, and I am going nowhere. Let all your emotions out hon, but remember to breathe, love. " – I leave a little kiss on his hair knowing that he is going to fall asleep of exhaustion like every other time this has happen. But I don't care. Because the only thing that I want to do right know is hold him, and whisper loving this to him. I want to make sure that he feels loved since he deserves the world and I am going to give it to him.

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I was listening to talk me down on repit while writing this, so as you can imagine I was crying as crazy.

Oh sweeties, leave me ideas because I can't think of any.