Unbroken (Andy Biersack love story)

CH.17 Back to the Doctors.

Briggette's pov

I woke up this morning to Andy shaking me. I must have had a nightmare again. "What happen?" I asked as he pulled me into a hug. "You were screaming and crying again. Are you OK."

"Ya,I'm fine. Um today I have to go back to the doctors. Will you drive me please?"

"Of course I will. Let's hope you can get off the crutches."

''Ya. I can walk on it. So I think that's a plus. I'm glade that the guys already put the trampoline. I will be going on that when this is off."

"OK. So back to the fact you had another nightmare,what was it about?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Whats wrong? Don't say nothing because your voice just changed from happy to all depressed."

"I don't want to talk about it."

"OK. You don't have to. Just know I'm here for you.'' He said hugging me. I have this feeling of pain and regret. I know I shouldn't cut.but this is what I do when I have the feeling of pain and regret. I know I'll regret it,but I needed the feeling to go away. I got up and grabbed my phone,went into the bathroom and locked the door. I grabbed my phone because on the back in the cover I have a blade. I took it out and whispered to my self."One for everyone I hurt. One for what happened a long time ago that happened in my dream. And one for the bitch I am." What happened in the dream I had really happened. I sunk out one night,went to a party,got drunk and shot cans with a BB gun. Then was kid napped. I fought back. The guy who kid napped me got stabbed. I was close to a knife and stabbed him. When I ran home I had blood on me. The next day I told my friend Mark. He called the police. I told them everything that happened and they got the guy. He was only in jail for two years. He did the same again. This time he ended up dead when i stabbed him. I didn't get in trouble because he kid napped me again,and it was in self-defence. When the blood stopped I put on all my bracelets,cleaned off my blade,put it back in my phone case,and we back out with a fake smile.

"Everything OK?"

"Just peachy." I lied with a fake smile. "I need to get dressed."

"OK." I walked over to the closet and pulled out a pair of shorts,a tank top,and a pair a converse. I can only wear one right now,but if I no longer need the bandage I need to put the other shoe on when we leave. Once I was dressed and Andy was dressed we went down stairs. "It's almost time to go Andy."

"What time is it?"

"12:20. 10 minutes and we need to go. Or we can go now and hopefully get in early."

"OK we can now. I'm fine with that." I walk out to my car. He likes to like drive my car. When I sat down and looked at the fresh cuts,one was bleeding. I whispered."Shit. I thought they were done bleeding." I got a napkin from the glove box and put it under my bracelets. I got the bracelets to cover the napkin right as Andy got into the car. ''Whats wrong,Briggette?" He asked in a serious voice. "Nothing."

"Bullshit. What is wrong?"

"The nightmare I had," Tears are starting to sting my eyes."It really happened to me. It hurts me to think or talk about it." I said as a tear slide down my cheek.

"I'm sorry." He reached to grab my hand,I pulled away because I didn't know what he was going to do. It was the arm I cut. "I'm sorry. I-" He cut me off. "What's up with your arm." Shit he seen the napkin. "Let me see." I did. He moved my bracelets up and moved the blood spotted napkin. "I'm sorry Andy." More tears slide down my cheek. They just kept flowing. I pulled my knee's up to my chest a cried. "I'm so sorry A-Andy. I'm so stupid."