Michael's PoV
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"Michael can we talk?" Bella said with a shaky voice still looking up. I muted the TV turned to look at her and said.
"Yeah, what about?"
"Us..."
"Us?"
"Well actually I want to talk and want you to listen. Is that ok?"
"Ummm... Sure why not. I'm Listening."
"Well... I don't know how to say this but...umm...I can't explain but I want to try
There's this image of you and I...Do you ever get that fear that you can't shift
The type that sticks around like something in your teeth?
Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night since we met and mostly this week
How many secrets can you keep?
'Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow and I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep
Spilling drinks on my settee
Do I wanna know
If this feeling flows both ways?
Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new
Now I've thought it through
So have you got the guts?
Been wondering if your heart's open and if so I wanna know what time it shuts
Simmer down and pucker up
I'm sorry to interrupt. It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you
I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to
Do I wanna know?
If this feeling flows both ways?
We both know
That tonight is mainly made for saying things that I can't say tomorrow day. And I know you have Amanda and I never want to go between you two but I just have to tell you this because I can't shake this feeling. And my heart tells me to tell you to
Do the bad thing,
Take off your wedding ring,
But it won't make it that much easier, it might make it
Worse. And I know I can't say that that's why I never said it.
And hey
You send a shiver down my spine
But do you read my mind
Do you...
And you're looking pretty suspicious
And probably planning a heist
He's wanting to go to the strippers
It makes him feel all nice.
ok that's just lyrics from cigarette smoke by Arctic monkeys why did I say that. God I just can't speak today, and now I'm tearing up, just fuckin' great, Michael..
Secrets that I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours,
Let me be your 'leccy meter and I'll never run out
And let me be the portable heater that you'll get cold without. Because I... I....you know...I love you...there I said it... I'm in love with a fucking married man from the moment I met him and he stole my shitty heart. I love you Michael De Santa..I'm sorry I'm crying.. Sorry.." After that Bella just ran out the room as fast as she could.
"Bel!? Bel! Bella come back!"
I grabbed my leather jacket that was lying next to the door I ran out he room while putting it on.
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Songs mentioned/ lyrics used from:
Fireside by the Arctic Monkeys
Do I wanna know by the Arctic Monkeys
Music video above.
The Bad Thing by Arctic Monkeys First verse is literally what Bella wants to say to Michael
Cigarette smoke by the Arctic Monkeys The first verse really reminds me of GTA in general, please listen to the first little bit to understand
I wanna be yours by the Arctic Monkeys
I know lots of Arctic monkeys but those lyrics just expressed the right thing, and I love Arctic monkeys. Don't worry I do listen to different stuff to. Happy about the early update guys? I hope so. I know this chapter is extremely short but I just want a chapter for this conversation. Next update Tuesday as normal.
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