Elizabeth's p.o.v.
I leaned my head back. Everything was so calm. Everything was so colourful. Everything was so pretty. I looked down to see the fresh cuts. I smiled a happy smile. No one knows what I do or why I do this. Its the same routine everytime. Get high then cut then cry then go to bed. I stubbed out the white tube of green 'special' leaves. I quickly cleaned up my arm. I sprayed some freebreeze then opened the door to see chuck.
"I heard crying are you alright?"
"I'm fine" I said trying to walk away. He grabbed my wrist making me flinch a tiny bit but it didn't go unnoticed.m
"Please tell me your not doing this again, I thought you got better?"
"I am, i swear chuck!"
"So if I roll up your sleeve there won't be any marks just old scars" tears filled my eyes I just looked down towards the floor.
"Chuck... I.." I said stuttering. The next thing I felt were his arms wrap round me as new tears came from my eyes.
"I'm sorry chuck please don't tell dad, I don't want to go back please!"I sobbed into his chest.
"It's okay I've got you your okay I won't say anything but you have to try and stop, please?"he said looking me in my eyes.
"okay"
"Good but I'm going to be checking from now on" He said in a hushed tone. I just stared at him. Why does he even care? What good will this do? I'll still be depressed, I'll still remember everything that happened. I'll still remember his eyes, his smirk, his taunting words, I'll always remember.
Always.
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Upper East Side
AcakAs chuck bass' sister returns from England will everything be bitter with b and s or will it be sweet?does b know what s did with her loverboy nate?or is he e's loverboy?who knows? I do,stay in touch. You know you love me xoxo gossip girl.
