Upper East Side

Chapter 4

Elizabeth's p.o.v.

I pulled on my Chelsea boots and grabbed my coat, bag, keys and scarf as I walked to the elevator. Now with chuck on the prowl I don't like to stay in all the time. I know he'll just go on about what happened and try to get me to take to him but that's not what I need, I need a realise. So that's why I'm meeting up with Carter. He never asks questions, he never treats me different, he never tells me what to do.

I got out of the limo and made my way into the coffee shop. I searched as my eyes landed on Carter. I walked over and took my seat as he smiled at me.
"Hey baby, how are you?"
"I'm fine c, you?"
"Listen Elizabeth, I need to tell you something"
"Okay go ahead"
"Just please listen to what I have to say okay?" I nodded at him to continue. "I'm so sorry and I want you to know I love you and I won't ever do it again." He said looking me straight into my dark near black orbs,
"Carter your scaring me, what's wrong??" I asked panicked.
"I cheated on you, I'm so sorry baby I was drunk and I didn't mean it at all!!" He said rushing to get his words out.
"Look we've both done somethings in the past why don't we just make a deal, no more cheating, we can be in a proper realationship."
"That's not all of it babe, I...she's.. Look I don't know how to tell you this but she's..ehh pregnant." He said watching and waiting for my reaction. To say I was anger was an understatement. My blood was boiling. The anger and hurt rushed through my veins while the tears poured out of my eyes. I looked up at him. Grabbed my bag. Stood up. And walked away.

WHAT THE FUCK, THAT REALATIONSHIP WAS THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME HAPPY. NOW HE GOT SOME WEE GIRL KNOCKED UP. WHAT THE HELL.

I grabbed my phone tears pouring down my face, currently being given dirty looks. I dialled Blair number.
"Hello, e?"
"He got her pregnant" I sobbed through the phone.
"Who did?where are you?"
"I'm walking home" I sobbed
"Listen me, chuck, Nate and serena are coming now hold on babe" she said

I walked to the bench, and sat down crying to myself. This crowd of 40 year old women, were staying at me giving me dirty looks, judging me with their ugly eyes. "STOP FUCKING STARING AT ME OH MY GOD HOLY SHIT" I screamed at them. They stared to the floor. I felt people stand round me and someone sit beside me. I smelt my brothers cologne I had gotten him for Christmas. He put him arm around me as I sobbed into his chest, kissed my hair. Blair rubbing my back. Nate asking what happened, serena saying it was probably Carter. She wasn't wrong there.

Soon we were back in the plaza as I sat shocked on the sofa with a cup of hot chocolate. I still hadn't opened my mouth to chuck or Blair, serena and Nate. They just sat around me asking if I was okay knowing they won't get a reply from me. After another ten minutes I finally said something.
"He got her pregnant, he fucking cheated on me then got her pregnant"
"I'm gonna kill him"
"Not if I do first Nate"
"I'm so sorry e, I told you to stay away from him." 
"I warned you about him and you never listened. I warned you many a times its your fault"
"Awk fuck off" I said going to the bathroom and slowing restarting my special routine..