Hey loves! Back with another chapter. Excuse the mistakes and enjoy!
Btw, I hope no one is confused. KJ's real name is KJ. It doesn't stand for anything it's just KJ. Lol, just wanted to clear that up.
Doctor Harris fine ass in the MM😍
Now, let's read!
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Polo.
And I let her too. I was gonna stop but I gave in, letting her straddle my lap. Things started to heat up and she took off my shirt, rubbing my abs. She bit her lip at the sight then leaned down to kiss me again. I started to feel bad, so I stopped, even though I didn't want too.
"We can't do this Nique." I mumbled against her lips. She stopped and leaned back.
"I know."
"So why are you doing it?"
"Because I want too."
"We can't. KJ just died and you or me ain' gon' be able ta forgive ourselves. You just vulnerable Nique and want somebody ta love you. You're sad and hurt so you jus' doing and not thinkin' first. You can't do that, ya hear me?"
"I know but.. it's just, I- I don't know. I'm sorry."
"It's good, I understand. You good?"
"Yes, well um I guess I'll tell you about the funeral arrangements."
She told me everything and I could tell it was hard for her to talk abouf. It was hard for me to talk about and not only that, it's my fault. I swear I wish I didn't act so fucking dumb sometimes.
"You heard me?" Unique asked, looking at me. I nodded.
"Yea, I'm listening."
She sighed.
"Look, I know you're kind of out of it because that was your boy and stuff and I am too but like Mama told me, don't go moping around Polo. Some things we can't control."
I just looked at her and shook my head.
"But Nique... you don't understand. Look I- never mind."
"Let it out."
"Nah, I just... This not the right time. Imma head out, see you and I'm sorry. Bye." I hurriedly left the house and got in my car.
"Fuck fuck fuck. This is all your fucking fault Darryl, all your fault." I mumbled to myself before pulling off. I needed to clear my head so I went to the park, just walking and thinking.
I didn't know if I should wait to tell Unique or just not tell her at all. The guilt had been eating me up alove and it ain't even been that long. I just wish that it was some way that I could talk to KJ, let him know I'm sorry... Just talk to him one more time...
Unique.
"How have you been? How you feeling?" Angie asked as we sat in study hall.
"I'm alright, not the best but hey, why complain?" I said shrugging. Angie closed her books and stared at me.
"I'm so sorry. But if you need anything, know that I'm here."
I smiled.
"I know. So, did I miss anything?"
