Adopted by Gerard Way?!

Chapter 15 // Sadness and Worries

AMANDA'S POV

I'm leaving the hospital today, I hope. Wendy and Emma was over visiting me one day after they where born. They immidiantly said that Jimmy looks just like his father, Johnnie. I sit at my bed and holds Helena in my arms. Gosh, my daugther has my ice blue eyes. Jimmy has Johnnie's hazel ones. I stroke Helena's short small brown hair. I hear my phone ringing, and Helena starts crying.

"Shhh, shhh. Sooo long and good night, sooo long and good night, and whats the wooorst thing I could saaay, thing are better if I stay, sooo long and good night, soo long and good night." I sing and Helena calms down and falls asleep. I get the phone. It's Johnnie.

"Hi sugar." I smile.

"Hi, babe. How's my children?" 

"They're all good, sleeping for now."

"Good. I-I need to talk to you, Sky, private and as soon as possible." He sounds sad and worried. 

"O-okay, Johnnie. Is everything okay?" I ask, my heart sinking to my stomach.

"Yes. It's fine." I hear him smile.

"Okay, I love you."

"I love you too, sweetie." 

I put my phone down. I sleep for an half hour and get waked up by Gerard. 

"Hi dad." I say. 

"Good morning, Sweet-Play." He smiles. 

"Johnnie called, he wanted to talk private. Can you think of taking the kids with you?"

"I can take Helena, Mikey can take Jimmy. He wants some quality time with his new family." Gee says.

"Sure, I'll call Mikey right now." I dial Mikey's number.

"Hello?"

"Hi Uncle Mikey!"

"Hi Sweet-Play! How are you?"

"I'm good! Could you take Jimmy for a couple of hours today?" I ask.

"Sure!" Mikey sounds happy. "Come around soon, okay?"

"Okay, see you there!" I put my phone in my pocket and look at Gerard.

"Oi Helena!" He tries to put on a tiny MCR t-shirt on her. "Pants is now for heads!"

I laugh. But Helena is worryingly tiny and small. She have to gain some weight. I see a dressed Helena in the tiny MCR shirt, fake jeans and Converse socks. She looks so cute. I dress Jimmy in a 'I love Rock 'N' Roll' t-shirt. I drive off to Mikey's. 

"Hi! I'll take good care of him, don't worry!" Mikey kisses Jimmy's forehead.

I drive to the coffee shop we where gonna meet at. I instantly see him and greets him with a kiss. He doesn't kiss back. Something is wrong. Very wrong. We sit down. 

"I just- I don't want to do this!" He sighs. "My mom met a new guy in Alaska. We're moving from New Jersey."

"We could still be together, right?" I ask, panic in my voice.

"I wont know how to handle a distance-relationship!" 

"We-- We could work it out!?"

"No, Sky. This is the end for us." He says, no emotion in his voice. "Tell my children I love them, so much."

And with that he stands up, kisses me on the forehead and whispers:

"I love you Amanda. So much. I love my babies. I'm sorry it has to end like this."

He leaves. I feel paralysed. I call Gerard.

"H-he left me." I whisper.

"I'm so sorry Sweet-Play. Don't worry, me and Helena is gonna pick you up!"

I start to cry. I feel Gerard lifting me up and taking me out to the car. 

"Don't worry, Sweet-Play, it's his lost." Gerard mutters.

"I just miss him so much."