Coach's daughter //•••completed•••

5

i text lox to come and get me after dinner. at dinner his family were asking a lot of questions... well thats to be expected cause i haven't seen them in years then i just  show up and me and hayes are friends again. after dinner i say good bye and walk out the door lox's jeep. 

when i step in she looks at me with a 'okay what happened' look. i take a deep breath before  spilling it all.

"he kissed you??" she yells.

"yea... he did" i say looking down at my feet.

"did you stop him?" she asks.

"no i didn't...." i say back looking at her. her face turns from mad to just confused.

"dose he know you have a boyfriend." she asks.

"well...yea he did, i was the one who should've stopped him. and thats what i feel bad about, when he kissed me at first my first thought was Alex, but then i just pushed him out of the way." i answer. 

"okay lets head home and go to sleep you have school tomorrow, you can tell me on the way there in the morning" she says putting the car in drive and pulling away.

when we get to my house i go up to my room and change out of my cloths and walk to my bathroom. 

when i walk in i side my hand over the wall trying to find the light. feeling every little crack against my skin reminds me of hayes' house. i soon find the light and walk over to my sink and turn on the water. grabbing a hair band out of my drawer i put it on and begin to wash my face. when I'm finished i look at myself in the mirror.

i guess I'm what you would call pretty, but i think I'm ugly. i have long hair almost to my hip  thats all brown except for about 3 inches that blonde. i don't dye it its just that way.

i study my face more, my lips are small, i have a nice jaw line that looks like my dad's, my eyes are hazel, but they change from green to blue to grey to a light brown. I'm tall and have a good body. but i still don't get what guys see in me... and its all the bad ones......

i walk down stairs and over to lox on the couch and se her watching pretty little liars.

" hey look I'm sorry if i was pissy in the car its just hard to believe." lox says looking over at me.

"no its okay, and it is hard to believe even for me" i say.

"and i can't believe your not jumping off the walls" she says with a chuckle.

"yea I'm all going to take it i when i see him at school tomorrow." i say.

"hug?" she says opening her arms.

"yea, i could use one" i say leaning forward into her arms. she really is my best friend and i don't know what i would do without her... she no fun to be around and loving and kind and giving and the list goes  on and on but for real, what i love about her is i know that she is always going to be here for me whenever i need her......