Coach's daughter //•••completed•••

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**** 3 months later.

shawn is still I'm a coma. magcon has come to a stop and and so have i... I've been living in this hospital for close to 4 months and today is the day that they take shawn off of life support. 

I've tried and tried to not let them, hell, we have moved hospitals 9 times. but we just can't do it anymore cause its law that after 4 months of life support you have to end it. 

shawn is living off of machines, he's not even alive. the faint beat of the monitor of his heart isn't even his heart. they say that IF he wakes up he won't remember anything and will probably never walk again, they also said that he will learn how to eat and talk again. so the chances of him ever singing again if he wakes  up are so slim he might as well die. he practically dead already.

and me, I'm all healed but I'm not even me anymore. all i do is sit down in a hospital room all day and look out the window at the passing cars. my face is pale and I'm thin as a twig. the only thing i eat now is a one bowl of rice and a apple every day for the past 3 months. yea you can say it my life sucks. the always happy maya is gone. I never talk and I'm always crying. 

right now I'm sitting on the side of shawn's bed like i always do. I'm reading divergent and I'm at the part where tris and four kiss of the fist time by the chasm and thinking about how i wish that was me and shawn. yea i said it. I'm in love with him.

his heart monitor starts to beep faster until it goes back to normal, it keeps doing that over and over so i put down my book and walk over to his bed. 

i take his hand in mine and kiss him on the cheek then lay my head down on his pillow.

and thats when i fell something that i never thought i would ever feel again...... he intertwines his hand with mine.

i jump up and look at him... "shawn?" i say looking at his face for any sign of him waking up.

and thats when it happens, he opens his eyes and looks right at me.