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Me and Dylan have been together for about a week. I like him, but just as a friend..the only reason I'm still in this relationship is because I know what it feels like to have your heart broken, and I don't want to do that to him.

Shawn is about to on stage because we are at ANOTHER MAGCON.

The guys calls his name and he walks out to 100s of screaming fans.

He takes a seat and smiles.

"This is a new song, um, it's about this girl.. She was my world and a totaly messed up and now she's gone.. It's called 'Treat You Better' " He says out into the crowd. My heart starts to pound and my hands start to shake.

*as you may know, Shawn just came out with a new song and if you haven't heard it yet go listen to it!! It's really good and I'm supper proud of him!!*

He starts to sing and I'm shocked.

It's about me and Dylan...i don't even know what to say or think.

I look over at Cameron to see him smiling like a Idiot.

After Shawn is done he walks back stage to where everyone is.

When he walks by me and keeps his head down... He walks to the mini fridge and grabs a water.

I take a second to collect myself before walking over to where he is standing...

"You did good out there.. I like your new song" I say as kindly as possible without crying.

"Thanks" is all he says.

"Welcome" I say just randomly staying there next to him.

"Thank you for trying..to talk to me" he says smiling softly at me. Oh did I miss that smile😍

"Sure" I say Turing away and walking back to where Dylan is.

We do a meet and greet, and after that we go back to the hotel.

I'm laying on the bed when Dylan walks in the room.

"Can I Talk to you Babe?" I ask sitting up.

"Yea sure! I was just about to ask you the same thing" he says sitting next to me on the bed.

"I've been thinking lately, and I really don't think that w-" he cuts me off.

"I was just about to say the same thing... I'm perfectly fine with is breaking up" he says.

"Okay good" I say letting out a big breath. "I wanted this relationship for all the wrong reasons.." I exclaim.

"Friends?" He ask opening his arms for a hug.

"Friends" I say leaning in and hugging him.

First step: Done.

I walk out of the room and down the hallway. I stop at shawn's door and just look straight at the door. Should I really do this? Are you sure you want to take this risk Maya? What if he doesn't feel the same way?

I push all the thoughts out of my head and place my hand on the door. I raise my wrist and bring it down. I do that 2 more times then I stop.

I hear nothing so I start to kind of feel relieved until I hear the lock unlatch.

I see the door knob twist and it opens to see a shirtless, messy haired, tired looking Shawn.

"Maya what are yo-" I smash my lips into his before he can finish.

But something's different, he doesn't hesitate, he just pulls me inside and shuts the door while keeping his lips on mine the whole time.

We just stand there sharing One long, passionate, dreamy kiss.

I don't even know what to feel, it's like I'm where I'm supposed to be with the one I'm supposed to be with and nothing should be different.

We slowly start to pull apart and when we do he places his forehead on mine. He takes his hand off of my cheek and puts it around my neck.

"I love you... I love you so much" he says softly.. His warm breath running over my cheeks and lips.

"I love you too" I say back.i hardly have time to finish before he presses his lips back into mine.

I close my eyes and sink into the floor and I wake up with a jerk.

My eyes open wide and look around the room. I'm in me and Dylan's room.

His arms are wrapped around mine and my hand is on his.

I feel my eyes start to burn and before I know it I feel tears running down my warm cheeks.

It didn't realize how good it felt to be happy... To feel like your truly in love again... And then how it could all be crushed by opening your eyes... How much is reality is a bitch? Wow.

I must have fallen asleep when we came back from meet and greet... Me and Shawn never made up, me and Dylan are still together and I'm still my sad, unhappy mess of a person.. Great.

I roll out of bed and get dressed in the bathroom. When I walk back out Dylan is sitting on the edge of the bed.

I stop where I am and look him in the eyes. Why do I have to feel this way? My life was amazing and I would tell myself that everyday now I just want to leave all this behind. Forget Shawn, Dylan, Hayes and all that's happened in the past 3 years...

"You okay babe?" He asks getting up and walking over to me.

But before he can touch me I'm already crying.

"Woah babe.. Hey, hey what's wrong?" He asks leading me to the bed.

"Dylan... I-I like you.. I do, but not in the way that you want me to.. Not in the way I need to if we are still in this relationship" I get out. I hope he's not hurt. I look down.

"Okay... Whatever makes you happy" he says placing his hand on my cheek. "Friends?" He asks.. Just like my dream.

"Friends" I say hugging him.. It feels good to not be pressured by that anymore.. I needed to get it out.

I get up and walk out the door. I'm going to talk to the boy I love.. The boy I want to be with.

I take off in a light run, but instead of my feet taking me to where I want to go, (Shawn's Room) I find myself standing at Hayes' door.. I bring my hand up and knock.. It's like I'm in my body but I'm not controlling it.

He opens the door and smiles.

I walk in without letting him invite me. But once again I do something I don't plan to...

I Kiss Him.